Page 82 of Lost and Lassoed

I hoped he could feel the hunger in my gaze. I hoped he could see how badly I wanted him, but just in case he couldn’t, I told him. “I want you,” I said. “I want you so badly all the time.” I slid off the counter. “I think about you at night, when I slip my hand between my thighs. I think of your hands and your fingers and your tongue.”

Gus’s nostrils flared as I dragged one of my fingers up the middle of his chest. “I think about the fact that your bedroom is so close to mine, and I wish you’d open the door. Especially after that night in the living room,” I said. Gus’s eyes were onfire, and I knew he had felt the same way. I think it was taking everything in him not to grab me, flip me around, and fuck me right then.

I liked that he was being good. And I liked the goosebumps rising on his skin everywhere I touched him.

“Fuck, Teddy,” he said. “You’re killing me.” I pushed up on my toes and kissed him at the same time that I fisted his cock. He jerked and groaned into my mouth. I loved the way his groans tasted on my tongue. I kissed down his neck, his chest, his abdomen, as I lowered myself to my knees.

“What do you want, Gus?” I said, looking up at him.

“I want to fuck your smart little mouth,” he said as he fisted my ponytail. I opened my mouth and stuck my tongue out over my bottom lip slightly.

An invitation.

“You’re going to be the death of me,” he whispered. Gus used the hand that wasn’t gripping my ponytail to put his cock on my tongue. I closed my mouth around him, and his head fell back. Watching his throat work made wetness pool between my thighs.

I brought my hands up to his cock and started to work his length as I sucked and bobbed my head. “Fuck,” he said. “Your mouth, your fucking mouth.” His hips jerked hard, and his cock hit the back of my throat, which I fucking loved. But he stilled and pulled it out of my mouth, which caused me to pout.

“I’m sorry,” he said. “Oh god, Teddy, did I hurt you?”

“No,” I said. “I want this. Fuck my mouth, Gus. Please I added, knowing what that did to him.

Gus stroked my cheek. “You’re so beautiful, Teddy,” he said. “Squeeze my leg if it’s too much, okay?”

“Okay,” I said, knowing he wouldn’t let me get away with just a nod. When he put himself back in my mouth, I sighed around him and picked up where I’d left off. It didn’t take long for his hips to jerk again, for him to start thrusting into my mouth. Tears formed in my eyes, and everything about it felt so good. I felt beautiful and powerful with his eyes on me and his dick in my mouth.

“Shit,” he said. “My beautiful girl.” His thrusts got faster and more sporadic, and I let him guide my head as he got closer and closer to the edge. Just when I thought he would come, he pulled out of my mouth. His hands were on me in a second, pulling me up.

“Inside you,” he said. “I need to come inside you.” This man had an obsession with filling me up, and I loved it. I stripped off my shirt as Gus got to work on my chaps and jeans. He pushed them down without realizing my boots weren’t off yet.

“Fuck these,” he said as he lifted me up onto the counter. He pulled the boots off one by one and threw each of them across the room, then did the same thing with my pants. “I’m not going to last long, Teddy, at least this round, and I need to get you close. Tell me what I need to do to get you close.”

I was already a lot closer than he probably thought—getting him off got me off. “There’s a vibrator in my nightstand drawer,” I said.

He cursed under his breath. “I knew I heard something,” he said, and I winked at him.

“Maybe that was on purpose,” I said.

“Stay here,” he said. “Touch yourself while I’m gone.” He was walking as fast as he could toward the hallway without breaking into a sprint. I followed orders, circling my clit withmy fingers, and when he came back, he was holding my purple wand vibrator.

He climbed onto the counter with me, moving me backward so my naked body lay fully along the surface. The sensation of the cool counter under me and his warm body on top of me was incredible. “I need to be inside you,” he said, and notched his cock at my entrance. “Are you ready for me?”

“I’m ready,” I said. “Let me feel you.” He slid into me slowly and my body started to quiver. Fuck, could it be this good every time?

“Shit, Teddy, I love the way your cunt feels when it’s wrapped around my cock,” he groaned out. “I love it.”

I might love you,I thought, but I pushed that thought away.

Once he was fully inside me, he balanced himself with one hand by my head and grabbed the vibrator. He turned it on and brushed it over my clit once. I jerked and he swore.

“Tease,” I breathed.

He smirked at me as he laid the vibrator on my clit again and pressed it down gently. A sound came out of my mouth that I’d never heard before. “Fuck, that feels so good when I’m full of you,” I said.

With the vibrator on my clit, he started moving in and out of me. Slowly, like he was making a point. I thrashed and bucked underneath him, but he didn’t speed up. He fucked me deliberately. He didn’t take his eyes off mine the whole time.

My body clenched as shock waves rolled down my spine. My moans got louder and louder, and finally, when I was almost to the edge, he thrust harder. And harder. It wasn’t until my back arched off the counter and my orgasm rocked through my body that he sped up, fucking me into thecounter until I felt him release inside me. His body went rigid and his breath came ragged.

“Teddy!” he gasped as he came. “Fuck, Teddy, I never want to let you go.”

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