Page 118 of Love, Luck & Clusterf*ck

“Your turn to tell me about the man you were on top of tonight. I also need to know more.”

I imagined pulling his shirt up and licking his abs, sliding my hand into his jeans and wrapping it around his cock. I wanted to say screw it and dive right in. I also wanted to run away and pretend this wasn’t happening.

“Perry.”

“His name is Stu, and he really is a friend. My ‘very gay, in a very committed relationship’ friend. We’ve know each other so long, and we get pretty touchy-feely sometimes. He thinks you’re super hot, by the way.”

“Tell him thanks for the compliment.”

“Um, okay.”

He was now so close our clothes were touching.Fucking lucky clothes. A man had never made me feel so unsteady and out of my mind before.

“Just so you know, when I suggested you date, I didn’t mean with anyone else.”

“What?”

“Look at me, Perry.”

Oh shit. I slowly lifted my eyes, and once I caught sight of his, I was done for. Liquefied. He might as well grab that cup over there right now to scoop me up with later.

“You’re aroused,” he said in a low voice.

Did he really need to see my eyes to determine that? But oh God… now I was even more so. “It wouldn’t be the first time with you, Stephen,” I whispered, pushing the words out when it was hard enough to just simply breathe. “That was never the problem.”

“Then what is?” I didn’t answer. His mouth moved closer to mine, and I may have moaned a little. “I want you to date me.”

“Date?”

I was so incredibly dizzy, and I couldn’t think. Just feel, feel, feel.I closed my eyes and all the sensations rushed inward at a faster pace. His lips brushed mine for a brief moment, and I swore I’d just had the most satisfying sex of my life.

“Date. Me.”

“I… I don’t date.”

“No, you’ve never had a date. There’s a difference.”

He took the bottle from my clenched fist, and then his lips were back, harder that time. Longer. His tongue caressed mine, and that time there was no question. I moaned. A lot. I couldn’t contain it. Fuck, he was going to think I was coming from a simple kiss, but there was nothing simple about it. It was shattering me.

He groaned as well, drifting away from my mouth to rest his forehead against mine. “Do you know how hard it was to see you in this dress tonight? To know you were wearing it for someone other than me?”

“I….”

“You’re so damn beautiful, Perry. I want you to be mine and mine alone. I don’t want to share you with anyone.”

His hands were cupping my face, his thumbs stroking my cheeks. Even that was erotic. He kissed down to my lips, moving lower still. My neck was on fire. I was burning everywhere his lips touched. I started to shake.

“I… I’m so turned on.” I had no idea what made those words leave my mouth because my current state couldn’t have been more obvious. I was just blown away by how much I could feel.

“I know you are, and I love it so much. I am too.”

His fingers skimmed over my nipples and I jolted. It was a slight touch through two layers, and I still reacted so strongly. God, how could I resist this man?

“I’ve waited so long, Perry.” I was in a cloud, drifting away. I felt hands through fabric, lips over bare skin. I needed to bring back my judgment, but how? “Say you’re ready for me. Say you want this too.”

“I….” What was wrong with me? It was such a struggle to get anything out. I’d never had that problem before. He not only owned what I was feeling, but now my words as well.This man.

His kisses were going up my thighs; I hadn’t even realized he’d lowered. I began trembling harder. Now I had the issue of pushing too many breaths out. I couldn’t contain it. I was going pass out.

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