She does not acknowledge me at all.
I step closer, but she does not move.
She simply exists.
Like a specter.
Like something not entirely human anymore.
I open my mouth but I hesitate to say anything. I don’t have the words to articulate myself.
She saves me the trouble.
"You got what you wanted."
Her voice is raw, low, devoid of anything but cold acceptance.
I exhale slowly, watching as her fingers curl at her sides, barely restrained.
"Sera—"
She finally looks at me.
And I wish she hadn’t.
There is nothing left in those eyes.
Not rage.
Not sorrow.
Not even hatred.
Just emptiness.
A hollowness so vast it makes my chest ache in a way I did not know was possible.
"You killed me."
It is not an accusation.
It is a fact. A truth we both have to live with.
I grind my teeth, my jaw clenching so tightly the tension threatens to crack my skull. "I?—"
What?
What could I possibly say?
That I had no choice?
That I never wanted this?
That I would have died in her place if I could?
"No,"she murmurs, shaking her head, voice distant."You wouldn’t have."
I flinch. She is right.