“I command you to do it.”
And that was when he noticed her hand at his temple. When he noticed her magic reaching further than that, into his thoughts, to that door that he had slammed shut, nailed shut,boltedshut —
“No.”
The word was the only thing that he could choke out in one ragged gasp, the rest dying in his throat as he felt her reach deeper into his mind.
It was the one thing she swore she’d never do.
He threw whatever remaining strength he had into reinforcing his mental walls, but he would never be as strong when it came to these things as she was. Her magic was born in the world of thoughts and shadows, while his were far more suited to brighter, more immediate forces. Especially now, with more and more blood rolling down his back, and that creature fighting desperately to get out.
“Stop—“ A burst of pain blinded him. He felt her pry open that door, crushing it, discarding it.
Her lips formed the word, “Sorry,” but if she said it aloud, he didn’t hear it.
{So sweet,} the voice whispered, so near and so real that goosebumps rose on the crest of his ear.{You always try so hard.}
Fuck you.
His hands dropped from her arms. Fingers stretched. Then clenched, releasing a cacophony of cracks.
If he was capable of speaking, he would have told her that he would never —never— forgive her for this.
But he was not capable of speaking. He was not capable of anything but hurling himself against his own mental wall, over and over again, in a desperate attempt to regain control.
Even as it slipped further from his reach.
Even as his palms opened and he was blinded by fire and fire and fire.
* * *
Across the Sea
The little girl was amazed by how quiet it all was.
The slavers had come in the middle of the night, yanking her little village from a deep slumber. Like most of her kin, many of her nightmares revolved around this moment. At some point, it had become an omnipresent danger constantly lurking in the back of her mind.
But the real thing was different than the nightmares.
She had always imagined that there would be more noise — more screaming, more shouting, more drawn-out fighting. But the men in the wide-brimmed hats and their team of mercenaries had struck the youngest and strongest men first, hobbling them in their beds before they had a chance to cause trouble. And even the ones who did fight back were surprisingly quiet, their battles little more than muffled grunts and blunt steel, ending shockingly quickly with trembling final gasps.
The girl’s mother, their leader, had not spoken to her as they were woken by the sounds of horse’s hooves and crying wives. Her only comfort was a quiet hand on the child’s shoulder. When they had stepped outside the door, she had taken one look at her village — her people, or what was left of them after such a swift destruction — and offered terms to the slavers.
The girl was no more than thirteen, but she knew that her mother was trying to save her people from the inevitable. She also knew that it wouldn’t work. Aside from her mother’s brief, hushed commands, no one said a word.
That is, until the little girl stepped forward, looked up at one of the slavers and those glinting dark eyes, and said, “You can get a better price for me.”
The words slipped from her teeth before she even fully realized what she was doing. The slaver was less intimidating than she had imagined. He was short, and fat. His long leather coat was wrinkled and strained to contain the pudgy width of his shoulders, and strained further still as he shifted to look at her. She knew that he was taking in her unusual appearance: her skin and hair that was totally white, completely sapped of color, while splotches of what would have been her natural deeper coloring crawled across her skin. One green eye, one white. Streaks of dark mingling in silver hair.
Behind her, she heard her mother take a step forward, as if to stop her.
She didn’t turn.
“You can get a better price for me,” she said again. It took every bit of her strength not to let her voice crack or tremble. She focused on the wobbling of the fat slaver’s lower chin. One tendril of her mind reached out towards his, listening for glimmers of his thoughts. His greed smelled like sweat in the air.
“Maybe if you were complete,” he grumbled, after a moment. He took a strand of white hair between his fingers, then lifted her chin, turning her cheek, examining the swath of tan that encroached on the right side of her face. “But this—“
“What?” Another slaver joined the first, his black hat crumpled in one hand as he wiped sweat from his brow. This one was thin, all knobby joints and gaunt cheeks. The girl forced herself to recognize how funny they looked together. Fat and thin. Tall and short. Like clowns. Not monsters.