Though sometimes I did wonder — did I win? Or did I do what Reshaye, or some part of it, had wanted me to do?
A long silence.
Your choice,I said, then drew the curtains of my mind up tight.
I had a choice, too.
It wasn’t my choice to fight Zeryth’s war, true. But just because I couldn’t control everything didn’t mean I couldn’t control anything.
I would win. And I would win quickly. I had spent my life stealing little fragments of power from the gluttonous hands of the Threllian Lords. I knew how to manipulate scraps into something more.
I was made for this.
Chapter Ten
Aefe
“What are youdoing here?”
I awoke to a scraggly voice, sandpaper over my throbbing headache.
I forced my eyelids open. My neck hurt. My cheek rested against black silk, and I was wrenched awkwardly over at the waist, face pressed to the edge of a bed. My memories, clouded by last night’s alcohol, were a smear.
An old healer woman looked down at me with disdain.
“Youshould not be here.”
“I asked her to stay.”
The words came from beside me, smooth even through the rasp of disuse. I forced myself to sit up more. I looked at my hand — a hand that was still resting over delicate, long fingers. And then I followed that hand to an arm, and a shoulder, and a face… and a pair of green eyes that peered down at me before turning back to the healer.
The Stoneheld man.
The memories came back all at once. Embarrassment flooded me. I jerked my hand away and pushed from the bed.
“I’m sorry, I—”
But the healer was only looking at the Stoneheld, eyes round. “Forgive me. We did not expect you to wake so soon. The Teirna wished to see you as soon as you rose. Let me send word.” She gave her a colder stare. “Your father will not be pleased you are here. I recommend you leave before he arrives.”
I looked away.
She hurried off, leaving the Stoneheld and I in awkward silence. With significant effort, I stood.
“I apologize,” I said.
“You shouldn’t,” he replied. He was giving me an odd look. “Your father, the healer said.”
I winced. Sometimes — most times — it was easier if they did not know.
“Then,” he asked, “am I addressing the—”
“No. The Teirness is my sister.” I spoke too quickly. “I will leave you,” I said, and began to turn away.
“Wait. What is your name?”
I paused. Turned. His voice was so raspy that I had not noticed before, but he had a Stoneheld accent, giving the words a strange, melodic texture.
“Aefe,” I said. “Aefe Ei’Allaugh.”