The refugees’ emotions were so unguarded compared to those of Arans. Excitement was so thick in the air that it felt like breathing in syrupy mist. And I could taste what lived beneath it, too. Nervousness. Uncertainty. Fear.
My eyes fell to the other end of the boat, where a group of refugees clustered around two figures. One was a young man, Filias, who was a little older than Serel, with cropped dark hair and stubble across his chin. He had large, deep set eyes that were almost always narrowed, assessing the world with inherent suspicion. Beside him was a woman in her fifties, with a calm face and red-and-grey streaked hair — Riasha.
The two of them were inseparable, and they were always surrounded by people. Though both of them had been slaves from Esmaris’s estate, I barely knew them. While I had largely been confined to the house, they had lived on the outskirts of Esmaris’s land, working the farms. Serel had met Filias a few times, when Filias had been pulled into guard duties. But I hadn’t met either of them until they had boarded this ship, and the first thing I had noticed was the way they radiateddetermination.
Most of the people on this boat were here so they could go build a better life for themselves. But Filias and Riasha wanted to build something bigger.
I was fully in support of that, of course. Still, they, especially Filias, regarded me with deep, wary suspicion.
It didn’t offend me. It didn’t even surprise me.
Surely they had heard the stories of me, and my terrible magic. And while all of us had been slaves to the same master, the people on this ship were otherwise completely different from each other. We all came from disparate fallen nations, some of which had been at war with each other for years before the Threllians swooped in to become the bigger threat. To some, I was a savior. To others, I was a Nyzrenese witch who had sold her soul to some dark god — someone who had helped them, yes, but not necessarily someone to be trusted.
And maybe they were right to think so. Perhaps I had saved my people from one war-torn country just to drag them into another. Perhaps I would not be able to protect them, when I wasn’t even sure how I could protect myself — with my blood on an Order contract, and Reshaye burrowed deep in my mind.
Of their own accord, my eyes slid across the deck until they landed on Max, who was leaning against the rail beside Sammerin. He looked as if he was busy ranting about something. I wondered if he had any idea how easy he was to read. I was so far away and yet I felt like I could practically hear him.
“So. How’s the sex?”
My eyebrows leapt as my head whipped to Serel, who gave me a sly smirk. “What?”
“You heard me.”
“There’s no sex.”
“Oh, excuse me.Lovemaking.”
“Serel!” I could feel my cheeks heating, even though I tried to look very serious and convincing. “There is no sex. Or lovemaking.”
“That’d be a shame, if it were true, which it isn’t.”
“What makes you think—”
“He looks at you like he wants to eat you. Slowly. With his tongue.”
Now my face was burning. Regardless, I still took a moment to appreciate the imagethatconjured in my mind.
“See?” Serel said, gesturing, and sure enough, I turned to see Max staring at me. When I met his stare, he gave me a too-casual wave and looked away.
Gods. Hewaseasy to read.
“I—”
I was still deciding how I was going to respond to this when Serel’s eyes suddenly went wide, lifting to look over my shoulder. Thereni shouts rang out, a ripple of awe rising up from the crowd.
Serel muttered a curse of amazement.
I turned around.
The mist had parted, hazy white giving way to the Aran skyline.
And there before us, at long last, were the Towers.
Chapter Two
Max
There was a time when the sight of the Towers was comforting to me. Beyond comforting, actually — it had beeninspiring. I had been amazed by their strength, their beauty, the ceaseless stability they represented. How fitting, I would think, that they were visible for so many miles. They were a beacon calling across the land and the sea, signaling constant truth. Just like the Orders themselves.