“The blood of Alarus,” I whispered.
“Your mother and I gave up so much to distill this.” His gaze found mine again. “But we gained so much, too.”
“What do I do with it? Do I drink it or—or wield it—”
“You can drink it. Only a little bit. Or you can put it in your blades. It will find a way to give you its power, however you wield it. Your blood is the catalyst.”
“What will it do to me?”
I thought of Simon, and his bloodshot, empty eyes. Those teeth that had taken more from him than they had given.
“It will make you powerful,” Vincent said.
“What else?”
“I cannot say.”
There was a reason, I knew, why he had never used the blood. It was a power so great it could only be an absolute last resort.
I reached into the compartment and closed my hand around the vial.
It took a moment to realize the scream that sliced the air was mine. Everything disappeared but the pain for several long seconds. I was dripping with sweat when, inch by inch, I withdrew it from the obelisk.
Vincent’s form now flickered. The light that imbued the carvings shuddered and skipped.
“Go,” he said. “You don’t have much time.”
His voice sounded so far away.
He gave me a gentle smile. “Don’t forget those teeth of yours, little serpent.”
And Goddess, despite everything, I hesitated. Despite everything, I was not ready to let him go.
I would never be ready to let him go.
“I love you,” I said.
Because it was still true. After everything, it was still true.
I didn’t wait for him to say it back to me. I wiped the tears from my cheeks and turned away.
The image of Vincent withered away into darkness.
I didn’t look back.
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Simon didn’t let up. And I matched him.
The two of us locked ourselves in nonstop combat, swords and magic clashing in a blurred cacophonous melody. The blood from the battle in the skies above now rained down over us in a steady rhythm, drenching us in black—covering us in so much blood it was impossible to tell how much of it was our own. I no longer felt the blows. The pain was so constant that I just let it fall into the background, another distraction to be ignored.
I wasn’t sure how I wasn’t dead yet. Felt like I should be. My body threatened to give out with every movement.
I just kept telling myself,One more swing.
One more.