Crystal
Jesus. You’re taking Nevada’s advice, aren’t you? Fuck buddies won’t work, mark my words, bud
Me
It’s not about the sex, she’s fucking amazing, Crys, I can’t even describe it
Crystal
Aww, Bronco’s in lovvvvve
Me
I’m not in love. I’m not even sure if I’m capable of love, but this is a different feeling
Crystal
Does your heart quicken whenever she walks into a room?
Me
Yeah…
Crystal
Do you think about her all day every day? And when you’re away from her, you’re counting down the minutes when you’ll see her again?
Me
Maybe
Crystal
When she’s in your arms, you feel a contentment that you can’t describe?
Me
Okay, fuck off now
Crystal
LOL you’re in love
Me
FFS, don’t tell her that, she’ll run a mile
Crystal
I’m insulted. I pinkie promised, didn’t I?
I run a hand through my hair, my heart thrumming in my chest at her suggestion. I’ve felt differently about Amber for a while now, if I’m being honest with myself. While a feral, possessive part of me wants to take her and make her mine, the best friend inside me is saying she’s not ready for that.
Me
I don’t know what it is, but let me figure it out without you interfering, got me?
Crystal