Page 44 of Baked

“Haze,” I cried. “If we don’t let her go—if I let you kill her—that darkness will fester inside. It’ll eat away at me. I-I willsuffer, knowing her death was my fault. It doesn’t matter how much you love me, Haze, because I will always remember what we did. I have spent years trying to bury this dark secret between us. Years of lying to myself and trying to forget. It was fucking agony! I don’t want to feel that again. I don’t want to suffer anymore! I know you’re scared. I am too. But if I let you kill her, a piece of me would die every day until there's nothing left.” A tear fell down his face. “And when there’s nothing left of me to love, when I’m a shell of who I once was, is it really worth killing her?”

He pressed his forehead into mine. “No.” His tears hit my face as we stood there.

We weren’t just bound by our blood or this sick obsession between us. No. We were bound by our shared darkness. And until the world was ready to accept us, we were destined to fail.

Haze kissed my forehead. “I can’t lose you, Indi.”

I nodded. “I know.”

He pulled back and stared into my eyes. “But I can’t risk letting her go. I love you too much.” My heart sank. “I’m sorry, little sis.”

He gently backed away and tried to walk around me to Mary-Jane. She began to scream and panic as he neared her, knowing she was about to die.

Think, Indi.My heart raced with anxiety.Think!

“Wait!”

Haze groaned and looked back at me over his shoulder. “What?”

I swallowed hard. “Before you kill her, I want us to be the last thing she sees.” Haze raised a brown. “I want her to watch. To see and listen to us one last time, knowing we were the ones who killed her. Not just to protect ourselves or our secret, but for our love. For us.”

Haze turned back towards, grinning. “Alright then.” Haze walked past me and sat on the couch. I stared at Mary-Jane, a tear falling down my face as I forced myself to look away. Haze patted his lap. I carefully straddled him, the warmth of his body soothing mine as we kissed. For a moment, I forgot everything else in the world and focused only on him. My body yearned for his touch, grinding against him as he groaned and moved with me. We kissed passionately, our tongues sliding alongside one another as things quickly escalated. His mouth pulled from mine and traveled down my neck as he squeezed my breast.

My head fell back with a gasp and I caught a glimpse of Mary-Jane. “Wait.” I stopped him. “Wait.” Haze furrowed his brows as I smiled and crawled from his lap and landed on my knees, positioning between his legs.

His jaw clenched as he released a low growl. “Indi,” he purred.

I pulled my hair back. “Let me show her just how much I love you.” My fingers grabbed the waistband of his sweats, dragging them down past his knees and to his ankles. His dick stood straight up, the tip glistening with excitement, begging for me. My eyes moved to the brownies on the coffee table. “Perfect,” I whispered.

Haze watched, completely entranced, as I picked a brownie piece up and smashed it against his shaft. He bit down on his lower lip as I began to stroke him, lathering his hard, girthy dick in his special dessert. “Stop teasing me,” he groaned.

I leaned in close, licking the chocolate covered tip nice and slow. “You’re mine, Haze. And I’m going to do whatever I fucking want with you.” Beads of excitement rolled from the tip as I licked it clean, listening to him moan.

My hands gripped his thighs as I dug my nails into his flesh and opened my mouth wide. I looked straight up at him as he watched me cover his dick with my mouth.

“Fuck,” he moaned.

My tongue slid along his shaft, tasting the brownie as I began to suck him. He thrusted lightly into me, fucking my face with direct eye contact.

That’s right. Keep those eyes on me.

I bobbed my head and moved faster, increasing my pressure until his tip was nearly slamming into the back of my throat. Hot precum dripped down my esophagus, and he nearly lost control. His hands curled into my hair as he took hold of me and fucked the shit out of my mouth.

“God, you take me so fucking well,” he moaned as I gagged. “Oh, fuck, Indi!” We moaned together for a bit until he couldn’t hold back any longer. “Fuck!” He busted inside my mouth, his dick flexing and flinching as he spewed down the back of my mouth. I had to swallow a few times, trying not to choke. He cried out, his eyes rolling back and panting as he continued to come. He took his time emptying himself before he slowed down and eventually let go of my head. “Oh my god,” he breathed. I pulled back, licking him one last time before stepping away. His eyes fluttered open as I stood before him. He smiled and grabbed my hand, but I didn’t smile back. Instead, I cried. “Indi?”

I quickly stepped aside as Mary-Jane stabbed Haze in his thigh. He screamed, and I slammed the large glass bong into his head and it shattered completely. He cried out in agony, bleeding from his thigh and skull. Mary-Jane ripped the duct tape from her mouth and grabbed my hand. Together, we rushed towards the apartment door.

“Indi!” Haze shouted after me. “Indi, wait! You can’t leave me!” My heart broke as Mary-Jane twisted the doorknob. “Indi!”

I stopped dead in my tracks.

Mary-Jane tugged my arm. “Indi,” she choked out my name. “We have to leave. We have to go!”

Haze looked straight at me, struggling to stand as he ripped the knife from his thigh. Tears burned my eyes as I watched him. I could see his heart breaking. “I’m sorry,” I cried. “Kush!” I screamed. “Kush!” The cat ran to me, completely ignoring Haze. I scooped him up and held him close.

“Indi,” he sobbed, falling to the floor, blood soaking his sweats. “Indi, please! You can’t leave me. You can’t leave me!” I closed my eyes and turned back to Mary-Jane.

I’m sorry. I’m so sorry.

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