Page 38 of Pretty Little Fears

Hestands and rounds the desk, stopping mere inches away from me.I'mmomentarily shocked when the sting on my face finally registers andIrealize that he slapped me.

Iretreat back into my head, letting thoughts ofBlairsoothe my anger.Ican’t act out right now.Idon’t want to give him the satisfaction.Iespecially don't want to alert him of the one good thing in my life.Likeeverything else, he’ll take it and squash it between his fingers.Anythingto ensure my misery and thatIsuccumb to his demands.

Istay in my head, disregarding him until his next sentence causes my eyes to snap open, meeting his.

“Isit pussy?Isthat where the distraction is coming from?I’veseen weak men crumble for a warm hole before,Emmett.Myson is not weak.Getrid of it.”Hespits, still in front of me.He’sclose enough that as he shouts, the saliva sprays from his mouth and lands on my cheek.

Iinhale slowly and shake my head, “No,” is allIsay on the exhale.Idon't want to get defensive, alerting him that there is in fact a sweet little pussy that consumes all of my thoughts.Idon’t want him to know that she’s more than that.ThatIfeel her roots digging deeper into the soil of my soul.Every.Fucking.Minute.

“Thenit must be the partying.Idon’t give a fuck what it isEmmett, cut it out.Getrid of it.Eliminate.It.Youdon’t want to know the consequences that will come, should you choose to ignore me,” he says sharply.

Withmy jaw set and my fists clenched,Istand and turn on my heels, heading out of his office.Iwon't be eliminating my little obsession.IfIdid, it would be suicide.I'mtoo far gone to live without her,Iwould take us both out before doing that.

WhenIarrive homeIcan already tell thatBlairhas left.Ihead to my room, with the false hope that she’s still there.Openingmy bedroom door, my previous thoughts are confirmed whenI’mmet with an empty bed and crinkled sheets.Theidea of visiting her bounces around in my mind, the only thing that would soothe this ache in my chest, is her.

Somethingunusual catches my sight andIwalk closer to inspect it.Bendingdown,Irealize it’s the hot pink pantiesBlairhad on last night.Ismirk and snatch them up, stuffing them into my pocket.Ihave another pretty little pair to add to my new collection.

Feelingrelieved thatIhave a small piece of her with me,Icollect my bag and leave the house for class.

CHAPTER SIXTEEN

EMMETT

Ijoltup out of bed, startled from sleep, my breathing heavier and my body sweaty.Lookingover at the blinking light on my alarm clock, it shows me it’s two in the morning.

Myfather’s earlier words have nestled deep into my subconscious, causing the nightmares to arise again.Irub off the sweat that has formed on my forehead with the back of my hand, willing my thumping heart to slow down.

Hisinsults spin around my mind on repeat, causing my fists to clench.SinceI’vebeen so focused onBlair, my worries have diminished, blocked from my mind.Beingaround her has brought me peace thatIdidn’t think was possible in this life.Peacethat seems to put my inner demons at rest.

Thethought of going to visit her resurfaces in my mind, taking root.Mylittle obsession has inserted herself in my head and infused her very being into my soul.Likea weed, beautiful and destructive, she planted herself and has spread throughout my essence.

Igrab my phone and pull up the hidden camera app.Blair’ssleeping form fills the screen asIwatch her.Usually, this can tamp down the need that thrums in my bloodstream, but tonight it's not enough.Ineed to see her in person, be close to her, feel her.

Iget out of bed and pull a pair of sweatpants on, deciding against wearing boxers underneath.Withthe way my cock is already swelling at the thought of seeing her, the constraint of boxers would be annoying.Ithrow on a hoodie and make my way out of my house and towards hers.Thechill in the earlyNovembernight air does nothing to cool my heated skin or thoughts.

Practicallyspeed walking,Iclose the distance between our homes and slink my way over to her window.Lookingaround,Idouble check that no one is watching me.Notfor my sake, but so no one else gets the idea and tries to sneak into her window.Mylittle obsession still hasn’t learned her lesson about safety, andIdon't want to alert any additional creeps or stalkers to her habit,I’mmore than enough.

Islowly push open the window, careful to not alertBlairto my presence right away.Whenthe window is opened wide enough for me to fit inside,Ipull my body up and crawl through.Turningaround,Iclose the window so the chilled air doesn't wake her up.

Afeeling of serenity washes over me asIseeBlairsnuggled under the covers.Igrab her desk chair and pull it out, sitting myself next to her sleeping form.Herbrown hair is fanned out along the pillow and her full pink lips are slightly open.Ilike her this way.Shelooks so peaceful.

Mycock swells in my sweatpants the longerIstare at her beauty.Asmuch as she tries to deny it,Blairtruly is an angel.Somewherealong the line,I'veconvinced myself she was sent down just for me.Asmy pants begin to tent,Ipull down the waistband, letting my heavy length spring free.

Istroke myself while my eyes roam over her face.Ireach out with my free hand and pull down the covers that were tucked up to her chin.I'mgreeted with the sight of her hardening nipples through a thin, white camisole top.

Fuck.

Itighten my grip around my shaft and pump it harder, until a bead of precum forms at the tip.Takingmy thumb and swiping my precum,Ibring it toBlair’sparted lips and rub it along them, giving her a taste of me.Shelooks fucking beautiful all the time, but with my essence glistening across her lips she looks fucking perfect.

Fuckingmine.

Ineed to taste her, feel her, live in her very flesh and bones.Standingup,Itug off my hoodie and pull my sweatpants off.Iround the bed and slip in on the opposite side, careful to not wake her.Ibring my nose to her neck and nuzzle into her shoulder, inhaling her.Theaction causes me to become impossibly hard.Hersweet scent of vanilla and coconut fills my nostrils and washes over me.

Nolonger able to control the need vibrating through my body,Icrawl on top of her and cradle her cheek while bringing my lips down to hers.Pepperingfeather-light kisses against her lips,Idart out my tongue to taste myself on her.

Withevery press of my lips against her skin, the need to sink deep into her heat grows.Imove my lips down to her jaw and neck, licking and nibbling on the pulse point that begins to beat faster beneath my mouth.Shebegins to stir, a sleepy moan falling from her lips.

“Emmett?”Herbreathy voice fills the quiet room as her eyes start to flutter open.

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