Page 12 of One Last Shot

Stella’s smile is huge and hopeful. “We will be. I can tell.”

“I hope so,” I say as I finish up her second braid. “Now, let’s get you in your pajamas and in bed.”

CHAPTER4

PETRA

I glance at the text again as the driver turns up Park Avenue to travel north toward Sasha’s Fifth Avenue penthouse.

Aleksandr:I’ll send my car for you at 8 p.m.

So presumptuous.

Yet here I am, because I have a million questions and there’s only one person who can give me the answers. And because, if there really is a marriage contract, I have to figure out how to get out of it.

I sit back against the supple leather in the back seat of his luxurious Jaguar with a heavy sigh. The driver’s eyes immediately track to the rearview mirror, but I glance out the window because I have no desire for him to see me flustered or to report my current state back to his boss.

I switch over to the web browser on my phone, where I have about fifteen different tabs open—all of them a result of my numerous Google searches for Alex Ivanov. He already told me he has been playing hockey in New York for eight years, which—now that I’ve had time to process it—means that the entire time I was living here, he was here too. What he hadn’t mentioned was how damn good he is.

As I’d read article after article about him, I couldn’t help but feel so unbelievably proud of him. He’d done it. He’d accomplished everything I’d watched him work so hard for as a teenager. All those years of before sunrise practices, traveling constantly for hockey tournaments, giving up college to go pro in Russia’s Kontinental Hockey League. He ended up exactly where he always said he would—dominating the NHL.

Why didn’t I know?

I close my eyes and take a deep breath, trying hard not to think about the night he left me for the last time. I’ve had plenty of loss in my life, but there was nothing I could do about the car crash that stole Mama and Viktor from me when I was thirteen. There was nothing I could do about Papa dying when I was in my early twenties. But Sasha leaving, that was personal. A big, huge F You to our friendship, to the space I held for him inside my heart. I lost my best friend that night, and in a way, I lost a piece of myself too.

I didn’t know because I couldn’t handle knowing—I made sure I never found out. I never looked him up, never asked about him. I avoided hockey like the plague. The only way I got through it was by pretending like there was no Aleksandr Ivanov out in this world.

“We’re here, miss,” the driver says. Those dozens of city blocks went much faster than I was prepared for, and I’m feeling emotionally off-kilter—unbalanced—as I reach for the door. “The doorman is expecting you. He’ll show you the way.”

“Thank you.”

The car door is opened for me. “Ms. Volkova, I’m Martin. I’ll show you to Mr. Ivanov’s floor.”

The man dressed in a green-and-black livery who extends his hand to me has friendly eyes with enough wrinkles around the edges to know he’s spent a lifetime smiling. His white hair is closely cut, and the way his white mustache moves when he talks is an amusement to behold. I like him instantly, and I’m an exceptionally good judge of character.

I follow Martin through a double set of glass doors and up a few time-worn marble steps to a posh lobby in a prewar building that reeks of old money. Enormous slabs of marble tile and deeply pigmented Oriental rugs line the floors, the walls are all gleaming white stone, and several gold and crystal chandeliers drip from the high arched ceilings. I’ve been in plenty of posh New York residential buildings, but there’s something extra special about this one.

Martin leads me past the concierge’s desk and pushes the call button in front of the second elevator on the right side. Around us, gilded mirrors veined with age glow from the light of the lobby like mercury glass. “This elevator will open into the entryway of his apartment. He’ll meet you there.”

The thought of being alone with Aleksandr sends my stomach plummeting and my intestines threatening to give out. I have ended up with my mother’s nervous stomach, which she’d always threatened when I teased her about it as a kid. It’s not the part of her I would have wished to keep, but at least I have her smile too.

The elevator doors open and Martin uses his arm to hold them for me while I step in. He then reaches his arm in, sticks a plastic key card into a slot in the bank of buttons, presses the button for the sixteenth floor, and sends me on my way with a small nod and a salute.

I swallow down my nerves and my fear, instead putting on the air of indifference that I’ll need in order to deal with my ex-best friend, the man who is now a perfect stranger I’m allegedly married to.

When the elevator comes to a stop, the doors open into a grand entryway. The floors are a warm wood laid in a herringbone pattern, the walls are white-on-white with ornate baseboards and thick art deco crown molding that tops every wall. Framed art hangs in regular intervals around the room, and the curved glass ceiling with thin black steel framing the large pieces of glass sits like a crown above the space. In the center of the room, in jeans and a sweatshirt and bare feet, stands Sasha. In his casual state surrounded by the elegant space, he looks so much like the teenager I once loved that it squeezes my heart painfully.

“Hello, Aleksandr,” I say as I step from the elevator. He winces slightly at my use of his given name rather than his childhood nickname.

He stares without saying anything, those intense gray eyes raking over me until I’m shifting uncomfortably. Ordinarily, I’d make a crack about him not being able to take his eyes off me, because I’ve always found that keeping things light and flirtatious is the best way to maintain the upper hand in any given situation. But not with him. We have to deal with legal issues together—there’s nothing to be won by flirting with him.

He shakes his head like he’s trying to clear it. “I can’t believe you’re here, in my apartment.”

I almost scoff at the term “apartment” and the way people on the Upper East Side throw that word around when they’re talking about twenty million dollar co-ops.

“You invited me.”

“I didn’t think you’d come,” he says, and I’m struck by the wonder in his voice.

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