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I nodded, repeating, “I can see that.”

“And you don’t want this?”

“No.”

“Did you fuck someone already? I can wait until you can get it up again.”

Jesus.“The answer isn’t going to change, darling.”

“Are you gay?”

I froze. “What?”

She studied me closely. “Are you gay? Because I don’t understand.”

“So not having sex with you means I’m gay?”

“It’s just strange.”

“No, I’m not gay,” I icily retorted.

Her cheeks heated. “Sorry, I didn’t mean to make you angry, it’s just—”

“I think you should go,” I cut her off impassively, my patience depleted.

“As in now? Or after we fuck?”

Irritated, I exhaled. “I’m not going to fuck you, Tiana, so there’s your answer. Just go.”

Before she could say anything else, I left the room in a hurry. I disappeared inside the bathroom and leaned over the sink, resting my palms along the edges.

Are you gay?

I sighed and shook my head. Pretty reasonable question, admittedly. The girl was naked—looked damn good naked, too—and my dick was limp as a wet rag!

Jared.

I was going to murder him. Tear him limb from limb. Cut his dick off and make him eat that shit. The audacity that he’d let a girl into my hotel room. How did he manage it? Probably got another key card from the front desk, the proficient fucker that he was.

She looks like Leah.A voice inside of me said, tempting me.You can pretend—

I stared at the door, part of me wondering if I should overstep my boundaries just this once. Could I truly pretend it was her? My cock stirred at the thought of being with Leah, andit stirred even more pretending for half a beat that the girl inside that room was her—

But it was too late. I heard the sound of the door shutting and I knew she was gone. It was probably for the best, even though that itch for release was burning me on the inside.

You need to take care of it. Or else you’ll be a fucking douchebag asshole to everyone tomorrow.

I shut my eyes instead and unzipped my jeans, pulling them down. Breathing unsteadily, I palmed my cock and tried for a moment to envision her. I didn’t like to think of Leah to get there; when it came to her, that pain and pleasure was bittersweet, but I needed it.

I needed her to help me out.

I needed that spark to drive me home.

It never ended well after I came thinking of her. Because the feelings quickly mutated to pain, but…

Undeniably, I’d gone cross-eyed with lust. My dick needed to shut the fuck up, until I found another fling, someone decent, someone better than clingy Molly and her crazy antics. Someone with a pure heart—

But fuck, I didn’t want to hurt anyone, either.

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