“Is it financial? I’m happy to help if you need money to get resettled.”
She leans on the counter. “That’s part of it. But—” She blows out a breath. “Oh boy.”
Obviously overwhelmed with emotion again, she slaps her cheeks with both hands. I grab them to stop her, but she resists, so I let loose with, “You know my family isn’t perfect, right? I mean, my parents’ relationship was pretty awesome, but I had nothing to do with that. I’m the black sheep. The only one who doesn’t work in the family business, the only one who left.”
“Hal. Henry, I mean—”
“It’s okay.” I squeeze her hands, which she’s relaxed enough to let me hang onto. “I like it when you call me Hal.”
That has her tugging away. “Sorry, I can’t focus when you…”
“Touch you?”
An impressive grimace taking over her beautiful face, she grits out a “Yes.”
I do my best to squelch a smile. “I’ll try not to take advantage of that.”
“I’m trying to be serious here, Henry.”
“I’m serious. Serious as a heart attack.”
She rolls her eyes, and I take the tiny win. I’ll take any emotion other than deep sorrow.
Facing the counter, she braces her arms and drops her head. “There’s a lot you don’t know still. Things I need to tell you.”
“About Lilah?”
“About me and my past.”
Her tone is so full of self-disgust and self-loathing I can’t stand it. I have to hug her again. This time, I don’t ask. I just wrap her in my arms as gently as I can. It only takes a moment before her stiff posture relents and she melts into my chest.
“One thing at a time, remember?” I whisper. “We’ve all made mistakes. Whatever yours are, you’ve done a great job with Lilah. And we’ll get through the bookstore closing. Together. You can lean on me whenever, however you need to.”
She doesn’t say anything for a long time, but when she finally whispers a wet “Okay” into my shirt, the word touches my heart in a place so deep I didn’t know it existed.
Two people depend on me now. My priorities are clear. I’ll do whatever it takes to make things right for them.
* * *
The next day is Saturday.I have pre-edits to do—combing through the footage of the previous days’ shoots to prep for our editing time Monday—but I have an idea for an adventure that I think will kill a few birds with one stone. No pun intended, but I think a very special tour with a very famous family of ducks might help prove to both Bella and Lilah that I’m a good dad and give both of my girls something to smile about. Luckily, it’s the younger one that answers the phone.
“York residence, Lilah speaking.”
I decide to play along when I respond. “Yes, Miss York, this is Mr. Smith. Is your mother on the premises?”
“She’s sleeping.”
“Excellent. I need an accomplice, and I think you just might fill the bill.”
“For what? Is it a super-secret crime?”
She sounds a little too eager, so I dial it back a bit. “No, no, it’s not illegal, but I think it should be secret. A surprise for your mother.” I doubt that Lilah knows about the bookstore closing, so I don’t want to say that Bella needs cheering up. “I think she deserves a fun day, don’t you?”
“What is the surprise?” she asks.
When I tell her the basic idea, she gasps. “I’ve always wanted to do that!”
“The question is, how do we get your mom to go along?”