The typing bubbles pop up, and turmoil boils inside me. Biting my lip, I wait for his reply.
Well, that’s too bad. Because I do like you.
My heart hammers wildly in my chest. I feel like a teenager, staring at his message while my insides do somersaults. I just met this guy last night. Why am I acting like such a kid?
Because he’s hot. He’s so fucking hot.
And we had real chemistry.
“Earth to Theo.” I look up from my phone to find Lola staring at me with a look of exasperation. Then I notice the woman standing to my left with an apron on and a notepad in her hand.
“Oh shit, sorry. I’ll uh…have a Coke and a cheeseburger, please.”
“Everything on it?” the woman asks, sounding annoyed.
“Yes, ma’am.”
She scribbles something down and walks away. When I glance at Lola, she looks in shock.
“Wow, you got it bad.”
“Okay, but if you saw how cute this last text was, you’d be in a daze too.” I bite my lip as I read it again.
She doesn’t look as excited. The skepticism in her eyes kinda bums me out.
“You’re a celebrity now, Theo. People love you, but you need to be careful.”
“I am being careful,” I say, trying to brush her off. I’m a little annoyed that she’s trying to rain on my parade right now. I found a tall, beautiful man who wants to flirt with me. Let me live.
When I take too long to respond, Jensen texts again.
Too much?
Not at all.
Maybe I’m feeling rebellious, or maybe his last text has me feeling bold. But I type out something a little crazy.
You should come to my show tomorrow.
I continue to chew on my lip as I wait for his response. It’s wild that I’m asking a guy I just met yesterday to fly out to Utah to see me after just two days. What am I thinking will happen?
I know what Iwantto happen. Does he?
No matter how many times I tell myself and Lola that I’m being careful, I can see my own behavior plain as day. I’m not being careful at all. In fact, I’m being downright fucking reckless.
Are you serious?
Fuck. I went too far. I made it awkward.
I mean, sure. If you want.
You’ve probably got work and a life
and you can’t just drop everything to come hang out with me again.
I’ll be there.
I have to cover my smile with my own hand as Lola scrolls on her phone across the table.