Page 63 of Dark Room Junkie

I laughed at Marco’s logic, feeling somewhat reassured.

“Well then, we’re off,” Chris said, who, like Lukas and Ramon, had to work on Friday.

Marco stayed, and I had no reason to leave either. I didn’t even have a clue where I was going to stay tonight, but luckily, the night was still young.

But one thing I knew. I urgently needed to calm down somehow. I was buzzing. Being adored on stage for an hour and a half had my body so ready.

I said goodbye to Lukas, then Marco dragged me back to the entrance. This Lu guy was still standing there, just stubbing out his cigarette. “Noé, this is Lucien. Lu, this is our new singer, Noé.”

The fluorescent lights above us made Lucien’s green eyes shine like emeralds. His hair was slightly tousled in all directions, and as if trying to tame it, he had tucked a few strands behind his ear. I liked his flawless fair skin and how his collarbone showed in the V-neck. The guy was to die for. My pants felt even tighter.

“Okay...” Marco said, slightly embarrassed. “I... I’ll just go piss.”

As soon as he disappeared into the building, I realized the situation and had to laugh at myself. Lucien was hot, and from the way he looked at me, definitely not opposed. I had seen him during the concert, and he had already caught my eye there. Standing in front of him now made my pulse excitedly tremble.

“I saw you from the stage,” I said, taking a step closer.

For a moment, he seemed taken aback, and I wondered if I was pushing too hard. When a smile spread across Lucien’s beautiful lips and he licked them, I felt relieved. And then he licked his lips again.

“You were really hot up there on stage.”

I wanted to grab him right there, press him against the wall, and devour him. I fought back with all my might. But I also didn’t want to drag it out unnecessarily, so I took a risk and said, “We could have some fun together.” I shrugged it off.

His brows twitched, indicating he was thinking. But then a tentative smile spread across his gorgeous lips, and his green eyes sparkled expectantly. “Okay.”

I opened the entrance door and let him go first; no way were we going to fool around out here in the cold. I was ready and wanted him right then and there. He turned around in the entrance and motioned for directions. The party was still going on downstairs, so I gestured upward with a glance. With a smile, he climbed the stairs.

An expectant tingling ran through my body as I followed him. My thoughts briefly wandered to Alex. How I could always lose the silent battle against him remained a mystery to me.

Forget it, I told myself.The guy is history.

On the dimly lit landing, Lucien turned around, grabbed me by the shoulders, and pressed me against the wall.

So wild!

With a hungry gaze, Lucien ran his hand over my chest, neck, and touched my lips. The air between us was electrified. And when we couldn’t take it anymore, we kissed. Passionately and fiercely. He slid his tongue into my mouth, and I met it with mine. His body pressed me even harder against the wall, and I felt his hard penis against my stomach. I slid my hands under his shirt, stroking his hips, back, and chest. I played with his nipples and absorbed all his warmth. My cock was almost bursting, and when Lucien pressed his pelvis against me, I gasped. He grabbed me by the throat and once again took possession of my mouth. I was so horny that I couldn’t wait anymore and started working on his belt. Meanwhile, his grip around my neck became tighter, which made my lungs feel constricted and spread throughout my body. Normally, being lightly choked turned me on, but as Lucien leaned against me again, I felt uncomfortable.

I couldn’t think clearly anymore. My body craved more but reacted panicky at the same time. With trembling hands, I tried to undo Lucien’s belt, but all my muscles tensed up.

Shit! What’s happening here?

I felt a sudden loss of breath as my heart raced, but I couldn’t separate my lips from his. Even though I knew it was only seconds, it felt like an eternity. I was in a whirlwind of desire and fear. Lucien was everywhere, and my body screamed for satisfaction, but it also made it clear to me that this was wrong.

But what exactly was wrong?

I clung to Lucien and tried to ignore the uncomfortable sensations. Since I didn’t have an answer, I could just keep going. Besides, it wasn’t the first time I had fun with someone.

This is all Alex’s fault. But just because I lost the battle against him doesn’t mean I have to let myself be ...

But it was Lucien who had control here, dominating me against the wall. As much as my cock pulsed against my pants, there was something that made it impossible for me to surrender to him. The way things were going here, it was leading to him topping me. And instead of turning the tables, I was paralyzed.

At that exact moment, everything became clear to me.

It was okay for Alex to take me, dominate me, even fuck me, but no one else.

What happened next surprised me. I mustered all my strength to push Lucien away, he abruptly backed off of me.

“Whoa!” he exclaimed, startled. “What the hell ...”

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