Page 40 of Casualties

A mischievous smirk adorns his face, but I don't appreciate him stopping my first orgasm."I want you to grind on my cock.Don’t think; just listen to your body.And move.”His commanding words are domineering, but I listen, shutting off my brain.Slowly, I start to slide my pussy up and down against his steel-rod cock.“That’s it, baby…Keep working yourself.Up.And.Down.Aaaaah.”I'm back to that euphoric state, while his eyes move from my face to my pussy.He has a firm grip on my ass with both hands, guiding my movements.I'm still missing something, and I make a split-second decision.

I know he said panties stay on, technically they are—they'll still be on my body.Moving quickly, I reach down and move my panties to the side.

Mmmm...That’s what I needed.

The friction of my wet heat against him is explosive.My eyes find his, and while I’m sure my face screams pleasure, his is giving off anger.Maybe moving my panties to the side wasn’t the best idea, but fuck, it feels too good.

ACE

What the fuck is she thinking?I stare at her, scowling.I can’t handle her like this.Ainsley Copeland is bare and sliding her slick cunt up and down my shaft.She can tell I’m pissed that she disobeyed me.I told her the panties stay on, and yes, I did rub her clit while putting my fingers inside her bare, but that was my hand.This is my cock being grinded on by her bare pussy.It wouldn’t take any effort to slide inside her with how wet she is.She isn’t stopping her movement, and fuck, I can’t find the strength to stop her either.

“Ainsley, I?—”

Rub.

“I told you?—”

Tug.

“Panties need?—”

Twist.

“Need to stay?—”

Rub.

“On.”

Fuuuuck.

At this rate, I’m going to come any second, and I’m not even inside her.Fuck, I want to be inside her more than anything.I can’t.There's no way I'm taking her virginity on my living room couch.It’s bad enough we've already gone this far.If Morgan were to walk downstairs and see us in this position… I’d be a dead man.Maybe he won’t kill me, my title as his best friend has to count for something, right?But will that extend to me letting his little sister dry hump me?Although, fuck, I don’t know if I can call it dry humping when her pussy is dripping for me like a Goddamn slip and slide.

“Ace, don’t stop.I need this.I need you.Please?Please let me do this.”Oh my God, the shortness in her breathy moans, and the way I can feel her tits bounce with her movements is intoxicating.My hands slide up her torso to her heavy breasts, twisting both her hardened nipples between my fingers.Feeling her perfect tits has me ready to bust.

“Fuuuck...Take what you want, baby.You will come all over my dick.Yeah…Right there.Ah fuck, Ainsley.Fuuuck!”I’m losing control, and fast.I need to do something to push her over the edge quickly.My hand goes back to her ass, caressing, until I lift it and smack her ass cheek hard.She jolts in surprise at my abrasive touch, but moans in my ear louder.She likes my rougher side.For the love of anything, I hope Morgan and Cassie are passed the fuck out—I don’t need them waking up to us in this state.

“Ace!I think I’m…Oh God.I’m…I…Oh fu-fuuuck.Yesss.”Her bottom lip is white beneath the pressure of her teeth.I need to ride this high out with her, so I rip off her t-shirt and squeeze her nipples hard.The aftershocks must be coursing through her while she continues to rub her pussy on me.She comes again, and I am done for.I blow my load across my stomach, chest, and her tits.

Both of us are panting into each other’s ear as we slowly come down from the insane orgasms.Her hands come to my chest and she pushes herself up to gauge the look in my eyes.I don’t know what my expression tells her, because I’m confused as fuck to what this means.I know it can’t go any further, but at the same time, I want more…I need more.

Cupping her cheeks, I stare at her.Ainsley is gorgeous like this.The flushed pink hue of her cheeks and the beads of sweat trickling down her neck are utterly mesmerizing.The scent of her sweat, combined with the perfume she wore tonight, mixed with her arousal, will torment my every waking thought.I place my hands on her hips and rub the damp skin beneath my fingertips.The air conditioner is on and the house feels cool, but our bodies are an inferno of heat.Fuck, the thought of her gyrating on me will forever be stuck on repeat in my head.

I've been secretly infatuated with this girl for years, and I did an amazing job keeping that secret.She had no idea how I really felt about her.At this point, I am crazily obsessed with her.The way she thinks, the way she smells, the attitude she embraced over the summer, and how Goddamn gorgeous she is.

“That was…Fuck Ainsley, that was hot as fuck.I've never come that hard, and I wasn't even inside of you.”I’m struck breathless as I admit to the woman I'm in love with that her pussy is fire.

“Ace, what are we doing?We have both made it clear nothing can come from this, but I can’t help my feelings of wanting to do this more.I mean, unless you find my inexperience a turn-off?I know we fooled around tonight, but I’m obviously a virgin.”She looks mortified admitting that.I know she's a virgin, that's not what’s stopping me.“You've had so many women, I’m not sure how to compete with that.”Her shoulders drop as her eyes look anywhere but at me.I don’t want her to feel vulnerable, but I can admit to myself it turns me the fuck on.My dick revs up, regardless of the fact that only minutes ago I blasted both of our bodies with my seed.

“You being inexperienced has nothing to do with my hesitation.You know the reason we can’t pursue this...Your brother.But also, I’m not good for you, Ains.”It’s true, I don’t want her entangled in my dealings with Denny.I may be under the radar, but that doesn’t mean I want her anywhere near that place or situation.If she knew my activities at the club, she would bolt.

“I love how innocent you are, I would love nothing more than to tarnish that innocence, but I can't do that to you.We're already so complicated, and your brother would murder me if he ever found out about us.Yes, I love you and have loved you for probably longer than I was aware.But there is nothing that can come from that love other than friendship.Morgan would never forgive me—he'd forgive you, but I would lose him forever.”My shoulders sag as much as hers did.He'd never approve.I've heard the comments in the past and while they may not be aimed at me, I read the message loud and clear.I’m sure if he ever found out about what we did tonight, he'd be furious, taking his anger out entirely on me.I would be his ex-best friend that took advantage of his little sister.

“So…friends?I hate knowing this will be the last time you hold me, but I understand.You'll do what you do, and I'll meet new people and date.”She's not saying it to drive a metaphorical knife into my chest, but that’s how it feels.The thought of her dating other men sends me into a wave of anger.But this is something I need to let go.As long as she steers clear of Jackson Davis, I won't hold anything against her wanting to see other people.This is our reality, and it’s a painful reality at that.Now that I have had her in the way I just did, I can’t imagine her with anyone else.That’s the choice, though: I have to choose between her and Morgan.There isn’t a choice.I have to let it go so I can have them both.They're my family, and I can’t see my life without either of them.

I’m sprawled out on the sectional and realize there's still jizz all over both of us.Sliding her off of me, I go to find something to clean up with.I’m sure with all this heavy talk she isn’t thinking about my seed splattered all over her tits.I make my way to the kitchen, grab a hand towel and hold it under the faucet to dampen it.Sitting back down next to her, I rub the rough kitchen towel gently across her chest, then use the same towel to clean up my chest and abdomen.I need to throw this towel in the laundry, so there's no evidence of what happened tonight.

Once I discard the towel in the laundry room hamper, I'm on the sectional pulling her in next to me.She has her sweats and t-shirt back on, watching the movie again.I think about a non-existent day where Ainsley and I have a home together, and she sits on our couch waiting to cuddle against me as we watch a movie without a care in the world.It’s a fantasy that will never happen.

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