“Unpredictable?” Xaden questions.
“The same way you wouldn’t hand a toddler your signet, would you, wingleader?”Tairn grunts when Andarna sags against his foreleg.
“Gods, no. I could barely control it as a first-year.” Xaden shakes his head.
It’s odd to imagine Xaden evernotbeing in control. Hell, I’d pay good money to see him lose it. To be the one he lost it with.Nope.I shut that thought down immediately.
“Exactly. Bonding too young allows them to give their gift directly, and a rider could easily drain them and burn out.”
“I would never!” I shake my head.
“That’s why I chose you.”Andarna’s head flops against Tairn’s leg. How could I not see it before now? Her rounded eyes, her paws…
“Of course, you wouldn’t know. Feathertails aren’t supposed to be seen,”Tairn says, glancing sideways at his mate.
She doesn’t even roll her eyes.
“If leadership knew riders could take her gifts for themselves, rather than depending on their own signets…” Xaden says, staring at Andarna as she blinks slower and slower.
“She’d be hunted,” I finish quietly.
“Which is why you can’t tell anyone what she is,”Sgaeyl says.“Hopefully she’ll mature once you’re out of the quadrant, and the elders are already placing more…stringent protections on the feathertails.”
“I won’t,” I promise. “Andarna, thank you. Whatever you did saved my life.”
“I made time stop.”Her mouth drops open into another jaw-cracking yawn.“But only for a little bit.”
Wait. What? My stomach hits the ground as I stare into Andarna’s golden eyes and forget the pain, the solid earth beneath my feet, even the need to breathe as shock rolls through me, robbing me of logic.
No one can stop time.Nothingcan stop it. It’s…unheard of.
“What did she say?” Xaden asks, gripping my shoulders to steady me.
Tairn growls and a puff of steam blasts us both.
“I’d take your hands off the rider,”Sgaeyl warns.
Xaden loosens his grip but continues to cradle my shoulders. “Tell me what she said. Please.” His mouth tightens and I know that last bit cost him.
“She can pause time,” I force out, stumbling over my words. “Briefly.”
Xaden’s features slacken, and for the first time, he doesn’t look like the stalwart, lethal wingleader I met on the parapet. He’s flat-out shocked as his gaze swings to Andarna. “You can stop time?”
“And nowwecan stop it.”She blinks slowly, and I can feel exhaustion wafting off her. Channeling that gift to me tonight cost her. She can barely keep her eyes open.
“In small increments,” I whisper.
“In small increments,” Xaden echoes slowly, like he’s absorbing the information.
“And if I use it too much, I can kill you,” I say softly to Andarna.
“Killus.”She stands on all four paws.“But I know you won’t.”
“I’ll do my best to be worthy.”The ramifications of this gift, this exceptional power, hit me like a death blow, and my stomach bottoms out. “Is Professor Carr going to kill me, too?”
Every gaze whips toward me, and Xaden’s grip tightens on my shoulders, his thumbs stroking in a soothing motion. “Why would you think that?”
“He killed Jeremiah.” I push the panic away and focus on the tiny golden flecks in Xaden’s onyx eyes. “You saw him snap his neck like a twig right in front of the whole quadrant.”