Page 136 of King of Envy

His scars are a sign of character, but your actions are a sign that you lack any common decency.

Pressure expanded in my chest. An image of Ayana’s fierce scowl played behind my eyes. I was used to people’s stares and whispers. I didn’t need her to stand up for me, but the fact that she had made my insides twist.

Somehow, she’d turned my most dreaded day of the year into a memory I would cherish.

I turned my head and took in her slumbering form. Her brow was smoothed, and the tiniest hint of a smile pulled at her mouth. A spill of moonlight softened her features, gilding her cheekbones and making her skin glow. She looked so beautiful and peaceful, I wanted to etch this version of her into my brain forever.

I skimmed my fingertips over the curve of her shoulder. The digital numbers on her alarm clock flipped to one a.m. sharp. I should really leave.

Reluctance tugged at my gut.

I wished I could stay in her room all night, but I didn’t want her parents to catch me sneaking out in the morning. That would lead to too many questions, especially for Ayana. Plus, I needed to grab some shuteye. It’d been a long day.

I allowed myself another minute by her side before I pressed a soft kiss to her forehead and gently extricated myself from her arms. I slipped out of bed and returned to the guest room, where I finally crashed.

I managed to get a solid three hours of sleep until an insistent ringing startled me awake.

I groaned, but I sat up and swiped my phone off the nightstand with minimal dawdling.

The sight of Sean’s name instantly wiped away my grogginess. He wouldn’t call this late unless it was an emergency. Hell, he wouldn’t call, period; we usually communicated by text.

I picked up. He didn’t wait for a greeting before he said, “We got him.”

My heartbeats crashed together. I sat up straight, my mouth filled with the sudden taste of adrenaline.

“We followed the tip from your friend,” Sean said, anticipating my question. Roman had messaged me yesterday morning, telling me to double down on the Philly search. He hadn’t promised anything, but he’d pointed out a few neighborhoods that Shepherd’s faction was particularly fond of. “Bruce and Mav nabbed him in his hotel. No witnesses. They’re bringing him back to the warehouse, but it’s only a matter of time before the Brotherhood realizes he’s been compromised. Once they do, they’ll flip everything he had his hands in. Any intel we squeeze out of him will be useless.”

My mind whirred. He was right. Our captive was only useful if Shepherd didn’t know we had him.

“What’s our window?” I asked. I’d spoken verbally to Sean before, though those occasions were rare.

A primitive, feral part of me didn’t give a shit if the intel was worthless. I simply wanted to make the bastard pay.

Blood for blood. That was my moral code. It’d served me well all those years ago, when my revenge campaign against the Brotherhood left such a mark, they’d steered clear of me for over a decade.

But I wasn’t a lone operator hellbent on vengeance anymore. I had a business. I had employees. Most importantly, I had Ayana. I couldn’t afford any rash decisions that’d jeopardize her safety.

“Forty-eight hours max,” Sean said. “Twenty-four, to be on the safe side. I assume he has a check-in protocol. For most organizations, those are usually every twelve to twenty-four hours. When someone misses more than two check-ins, they go on high alert.”

I cursed. That meant I needed to return to New York ASAP. Ayana was staying in D.C. through Monday, and I couldn’t tell her the real reason I was leaving early. She knew about the Brotherhood, but I’d planned on keeping the dirtier side of my business far, far away from her.

“We’ll leave immediately,” I decided. “Have the current team stay here to keep an eye on Ayana and drive her and Shadow back to the city on Monday. I’ll pick you up in thirty.”

“Understood.”

I hung up, changed, and repacked my duffel. It didn’t take long; I hadn’t brought much with me.

I wrote two notes, one for Ayana and one for her parents. The house was dead silent, and my careful footsteps barely made any noise against the thick hallway carpet.

I stopped outside Ayana’s door. Our blissful, lust-soaked session earlier already seemed like a lifetime ago.

Fuck. I was glad my team caught the Brother, but I wished I could haveonefull night to myself before reality intruded. The afterglow from my time with Ayana had barely faded before Sean called.

My fingers curled around the edge of her note. After a heartbeat of hesitation, I slid the folded paper under her door instead of waking her up.

If I saw her, I’d be too tempted to stay. I’d talk myself into thinking an extra hour or two with her in my arms wouldn’t make a difference when they could very well be the difference between taking down Shepherd’s faction and not.

I cast one last glance at her door before I went downstairs. I placed the note for her parents on the coffee table. It thanked them for their hospitality and apologized for leaving without saying goodbye in person. Hopefully, they wouldn’t be too upset about me slipping out in the middle of the night.

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