Page 25 of Advanced Chemistry

What parts, I wanted to ask.The Chase parts or the Sebastian parts?

“I know it’s weird. My old teacher and my best friend. But I don’t regret it. It was freeing, like we just let ourselves be.” Anton shrugged, then glanced at me. It was my turn to speak.

I needed air. I opened the door and vaulted out of the driver’s seat, a warm breeze hitting my face. I walked up to the infamous cannon and ran my fingers along the slick black shell.

“Seb!” Anton jogged up to me. “What’s going on?”

Now was the time to tell him.I am in love with you, Anton. Feeling your lips on mine was a transcendent experience, better than all my dreams and fantasies.The words were on my tongue, begging to be set free.

“Look, Seb. I know this is a weird thing to talk about, but I think we need to have this conversation. I didn’t mean to make things weird. But I’m going to make them weirder: I liked what we did, and I want to do it again.”

My heart raced inside my chest. “You do?”

“Fuck yeah. It was amazing. How was the experience for you?”

“Incredible,” I said with a sigh as I released the word from my chest. “Really incredible.”

“Do you feel weird?”

“Yeah, a little. Or a lot. But not in a bad, regretful way.” I couldn’t get over how Anton was staring at me, his dark eyes staring into me like I’d always wanted. Again, far better than my dreams. “I want to do it again. And again.”

“Who knew our nerdy chemistry teacher was such a freak?”

“Not me.”

“Yeah, me neither. Do you remember when he told us to stand up and he dropped to his knees?”

I nodded emphatically. I would never forget it for multiple reasons. Chase was cute, and experiencing him go from awkward nerd to lustful nerd was supremely hot. As was watching Anton drop his pants and being able to drink in his whole body.

“Was that your first threesome?” I asked him. Anton had more sexual experience compared to me. That was one area where I didn’t feel like competing, though.

“Yeah. You guys popped my ménage a cherry.”

A quick gust of relief blew within me. It was a first we got to experience together.

He dipped his head to me, wondering the same. As if it were even a question.

“Yeah. Total newb,” I said.

“Figured.”

“Shut up, man.” I smacked his chest.

“It was hot watching you letting yourself lose control.”

“You enjoyed that, huh?” I cocked a playful eyebrow and closed the space between us. A newfound boldness took hold of me. “I enjoyed…all of it. I hate to inflate your ego, but you have a very nice body. And the way you made Chase deep throat me was something I’d never forget.”

Hell, I’d never forget a second of that afternoon, including the exact episode ofSchitt’s Creekthat was on when Chase made his move.

Anton let a finger slink down my arm. “We’ll have to do it again. See if lightning can strike twice. You, me, and Chase.”

Record. Fucking. Scratch.

This wasn’t about us. This wasn’t about two friends coming together finally. It was about having another threesome.

“There was something about the three of us that just clicked. We’ll have to see if Chase is up for it. He zipped out of our apartment like he was a fugitive. Is it cool if I talk to him about maybe hanging out again?”

Hanging out. Ugh, was there a worse expression that a hopelessly in love friend had to hear?

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