I must have made a face because Candysmiled a little. “That’s not always a bad thing.”
“Isn’t it?”
“No. Listen, your one and only experiencewith sex wasn’t that great, so don’t judge all fucking by that, okay?”
My cheeks were heating up. “It wasn’t thatbad.”
“You didn’t even cum, Evie.”
Now my face felt like it was on fire. “Hetried to make me cum. I was just too nervous and uptight.”
“Yeah, because the guy was a stranger andyou were only fucking him because you needed to get rid of your virginity in ahurry. Of course, you were going to be nervous. It’ll be different with theDraax, I promise.”
“You don’t know that.”
“I do,” Candy insisted. “The Draax lovewomen, and they love making you cum. This king will be the same, I promise.”
“I’m basically going to be fucking astranger again. What if I can’t relax enough to, uh, climax?”
“You’ll have an orgasm, even if you are nervous.Trust me, sweetie. The big green dudes have skills in the bedroom.” She grinnedat me.
“I can’t believe I’m about to sleep with analien,” I said.
She shrugged. “It’s really no differentfrom sleeping with a human. Well, except for the green skin and tails, I guess.But it’s not like the tail comes into play during sex, so you won’t even noticeit. They do a lot of the same things that human men do.”
“Like what?”
Candy grinned again. “Fall asleep andstart snoring immediately after sex, rub their cum all over you, make -”
“Whoa, they dowhatwith their cum?”
This time Candy laughed out loud. “Okay, soI rarely use condoms with the Draax I sleep with -”
“Candy!”
“What? They don’t have the sex diseasesthat we can get, and I’m breeding incompatible so it’s not like I have to worryabout pregnancy, right? Anyway, after sex, almost every Draax I’ve been withwill rub their cum on my stomach and tits.”
“What? Why?”
“For the same macho bullshit reason that humanmen like to smear their cum on us.”
“Gross.”
“It’s not really. They’re almost sweetabout it, to be honest. At least they don’t shoot their load in my face whenI’m giving them a blowjob, like most human males do. The Draax respect us toomuch to do that.”
I stared into my now cold cup of tea. I knewCandy was trying to help, but she was actually making my anxiety worse. Mybiggest fear was that I would never be able to truly enjoy sex. The Draaxloved fucking. What if my inability to cum, my inability to just relax andenjoy the ride, so to speak, made the Draax angry? What if my frigidnessinfuriated him and made him lose his temper?
I cringed inwardly. Alex wasn’t that bigof a man, and his kicks and punches hurt like hell. What would happen if I waspunched by a Draax? They were massive in size and built to maim and injure.
Candy was talking again, and I forcedmyself to focus on what she was saying.
“Just be prepared that your king mightinvite a friend to join you.”
I gave Candy an uneasy look. “Those arejust rumours, aren’t they?”
She shook her head. “Girl, seriously, haveyou never watched Draax porn?”
“Of course not. We rarely can afford chitsfor the hologram screen and when we can, we watch what Alex wants to watch.”