Page 107 of His Surrogate Omega

“I never understood this connection you and Jamie had… and almost thought my omega daft for his romanticized comments about his love for you.”

Gray met his stare, his eyes shining with a mixture of want and need.

“Now I understand. I can see you for the man you are… and a tiny part of me wishes things were different for you and I. Because I could see myself falling quite in love with you, too.”

Gray remained silent, but there was a look to his face that spoke volumes. “But thingscan’tbe different for us. No matter how much either of us wishes… and I’m glad for it. Because I wouldn’t have Jamie in my life if it had been any different.”

“I love my Jamie with all my heart. I didn’t mean for it to sound as if I wanted him any less. He’severythingto me.”

Gray lifted a hand and cupped the side of Rohan’s cheek. “As he should be.”

Rohan didn’t want to let go when Gray swept out of his arms, but he did, still feeling the bare caress at the side of his face. He watched as the omega slipped out of the house, leaving him in silence.

“And when I’m not here anymore?”

Rohan lifted his stare to see Jamie watching from the gallery, gripping the bannister tightly. He righted himself and turned to face his omega, shame making it hard to speak. “What are you doing out of bed?”

“Go after him.”

Pain slammed into Rohan. Jamie’s constant pushing was rubbing him raw. He shook his head. “No. I won’t.”

“I won’t be here much longer.”

“I won’t imagine a time or place when you aren’t at my side where you belong.”

Jamie scoffed. “My love… webothknow our time is at an end.”

Rohan closed his eyes for a brief moment, trying to erase that thought from his mind.

“When I’m gone… you’ll be free to love him.With my blessing.”

Rohan shook his head. “I won’t hear any more of it.”

Jamie wobbled a bit and gripped the railing. Rohan rushed up to be at his mate’s side. Lifting the slight man into his arms, he looked down at the man who held his heart. “Come back to our room…please. If our time is so short, I want to make the most of it. Can you give me that?”

Jamie lifted a hand to caress the same spot Gray just had.

“I will.”

Rohan smiled.

“Only… if you promise me you’ll go on and live your life after I’m gone. That you will love again.”

Rohan’s smile faded. “I will go on. More than that, I can’t say.”

Jamie smiled. “You just admitted you already loved him. I suppose that will have to be good enough for me. For now.”

Ignoring those words, Rohan carried his omega into their bedroom and laid him to one side. “I’ll pack up your belongings and bring them back in here.”

After returning Jamie’s things to the closets and the drawers, he felt somewhat better. Later… when he drew his mate into his arms without protest, he sighed with pleasure.

And pain.

Fearful of what came next.

But he wasn’t going to let fear win that night. He’d already gotten one victory… he needed to hold tight to that and celebrate the small victories. Enough little ones and maybe he’d get that miracle after all.

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