Page 136 of Never Sleep with the Enemy

“No, you didn’t. Logan…” Her voice softens, like she’s trying to reach me. The real me. “Youloveher. You’ve always loved her. Don’t deny it. I could see it every time you looked at her.”

“It doesn’t matter.”

“Yes, it does! You love her, and she loves you.”

“It doesn’t matter, Tesla.” My voice is steel now, hollow and final.

“Itdoesmatter! What the hell are we even doing on this planet if it doesn’t?”

I lift my head. “You’re my family, Tesla. I’m never going to stop taking care of you, so don’t ask me not to.”

She blinks twice. Her anger has burned away, replaced by something sadder, something heavier. “It’s that simple, huh?”

“Yes,” I say. “Maybe I did love her. Maybe I’ll hate myself every day for the rest of my life for what I did to her. I can carry that. But Ican’tlose you.”

Tesla swallows hard, her eyes lost somewhere between us. “You should’ve told me,” she says after a minute.

“You would’ve stopped me,” I say.

“Well,duh.”

I hang my shaking head. “It’s done, Tesla,” I say. “It’s done.”

She doesn’t argue anymore. Just sighs.

Then, gently, she reaches for my hand. I let her have it, allowing our calloused fingers to coil together.

She rests her head on my knee. “You should have told me,” she says again.

I don’t reply.

35

KATRINA

Jordan

EMERGENCY BAND MEETING TOMORROW MORNING. GUEST HOUSE. 7AM.

Knox

seriously?

Jordan

Yes.

Knox

is that really necessary

Jordan

YES, KNOX. THE LEAD SINGER GETTING INTO A FIST FIGHT WITH THE BASSIST IN FULL VIEW OF THE PAPARAZZI REQUIRES A BAND MEETING.

Addison

Just us or everyone?

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