Page 58 of Ruined Vows

To try to ground myself back in the moment and intentionallynotlook anywhere near Isaak’s feet, I close my eyes and nuzzle my face against his shoulder. I take a moment to breathe in and just feel him. His skin is shockingly soft. I hear him inhaling me back as his nose skims across my shoulder.

Goddamn. The magic of connection with another human being is electric, buzzing like the sparks between us whenever we touch. Even when our fingers have just skimmed each other’s this week. Our chemistry has been bursting since the day I met him if I’m honest. Still, I can barely believe we’re finally giving in to this.

I open my mouth and bite at his shoulder.

Isaak. This is Isaak, who I can be completely myself with. I bite harder. I want to leave my teeth marks on him. He grunts but doesn’t pull away.

I kiss and lick the mark I’ve just made, then reach up and dig my hands into his thick hair, dragging my fingers down the back of his neck.

His body is a work of art.

There’s a soft rug on the ground so I crawl around and knock his shoulder with my shoulder. I want him on his back.

But he doesn’t go down easy. He crawls around to face me, his huge forearms flexed as he lunges forward and nuzzles me in the space between my neck and face. He bites down, but not nearly as hard as I did. He just nibbles at my neck before he begins to suck and lick at the same time.

Holy shit, that feels good.

But if we’re going primal, I don’t want to go down easy. I want to play. I jump up on the bed. He growls and swipes for my leg, but I laugh and manage to yank my foot out of his grasp at the last moment.

He’s on the bed in a flash, making me screech with laughter and leap off the other side. I scramble on the carpet and try to hide by crawling around the bottom of the bed. I hear his heavy body drop down to the carpet right where I just was.

I yelp and barely scramble to the other side of the bed where I first jumped up.

I barely have time to reach up and yank a pillow down before he’s crawling around the bottom of the bed to follow me. I swing it to swat at his head before he can grab me.

If we had more space, I’d really make it a chase. My core clenches with how the thought turns me on. All this has always been forbidden to a girl who grew up like me. It was all skirts-with-hemlines-past-the-knees and one-piece bathing suits.

I start to smack the shit out of him with the soft pillow until feathers explode out of it.

The deep rumble of his laugh echoes around the room, but he suddenly disappears as the feathers rain down. I swipe at them as I look around.

But he’s gone. Did he crawl around the bottom of the bed again, expecting me to follow so he could ambush me there?

Curiously, I start to crawl that way. I don’t think I would mind an ambush so much. I bite the bottom of my lip.

And that’s when I hear his rumbling chuckle from above. I look up to see him leering down at me from the bed above a second before he’s leaping on me.

He’s careful with his tackle so I won’t get hurt, but I still end up breathless and on my back beneath him. But we’re upside down. His face is at my, oh god, his hot breath is right on my sex. And his full cock swings heavy in my face, which is enough on its own to distract me—I can’t even—he’s big! Actually big.Huge, really.

I reach up to grasp hold of him, and my mind sort of goes blank. Holy shit. I’m holding Isaak’s dick.

This is going to shock me at every stage, I think. He’s felt so… untouchable all week. So… manly man with his big, godlike body but also so off-limits.

But nothing feels off-limits right now. I mean, considering his mouth and nose are nuzzling between my spread legs. Oh mygod.My back arches again, pressing my groin shamelessly into his exploring face. I swear his shaft swells thicker in my hand.

What are you doing? What are you doing, Kira? You’re naked with a man’s dick in your hand, and you’ve only known him a week. You’re getting married in a couple months. Be sensible!

His hands clench my hips, big blunt fingertips digging in to hold me in place.

I blink, and the huge cock in my hand refocuses. I’m confused for a second about the difference between the intrusive thoughts and my real desires.

But then, with another blink, I close my eyes and go with what I really, really want. I bring his cock to my mouth, and the way I feel his entire body jolt when I start to lick the tip of him is insanely satisfying.

I haven’t given a lot of head. I always found it totally awkward before.

But in this context, I’m just giving in to what I want. And I think I want to… smell and taste and lick and explore.

My hands reach up around his butt, squeezing and exploring before reaching between his legs to squeeze his balls again. I keep licking him, then wrap my mouth around as much of him as I can fit.

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