“Maybe he went looking because I wasn’t good enough.”
Her self-consciousness kills me. Out of this bed, she’s a lioness. Sassy and fierce and self-assured. Now that her walls are dropping, she’s scared, and it breaks my fucking heart.
“You ever had a man tell you that? You ever had a man leave you after spending the night together and say you weren’t good enough? Because I can tell you right now, after the way you just came for me, I don’t have a single doubt that you are going to be fucking fantastic in bed.”
A small smile tilts the corner of her mouth. “That was really incredible.”
“Youare incredible. Right now, I want you to put that sexy leg over my waist, sit on my cock, and let me play with your tits while you ride me until you come. I don’t want you to worry about me or if I’m getting off.”
She rolls her eyes. “Of course I’m going to worry if you’re enjoying it.”
“I came in my pants licking your pussy, Cortney. I’m going to enjoy it no matter what you do.”
“You did not.”
I smirk. “Sure as fuck did, gorgeous. The evidence is still there if you don’t believe me.”
She gropes blindly behind her, searching for my shorts. A quick peek confirms my confession. She gathers some of the mess on her fingers and rubs them together.
“That’s so hot.” Her gaze moves between her fingers to my face. “How? You weren’t even touching yourself.”
“I didn’t have to.” I run my palm over her smooth thigh. “After you grabbed my hair and used my tongue, I couldn’t hold back. That’s all you.”
“I want you. Now.”
She throws my shorts to the floor and climbs on top. Before my next breath, she has my dick in her palm, and she’s hovering over the tip.
“Wait.” I stall her with a squeeze, loving the feel of her naked flesh in my hands. “We need a condom.”
“I had my tubes tied years ago, and I got tested after Sebastian cheated on me. You?”
My fingers convulse on her hips, and I nearly choke on my tongue. “I got all my workups done after the accident. There wasn’t much else to do while I was healing. Everything came back normal.”
She brushes the head of my cock against her opening.
“Cortney…” I warn.
“Yes?”
“Don’t tease me. I need to be inside you.”
Keeping our gazes locked, she sinks down, inch by inch. The first time I get to feel her in twenty years, and there’s nothing between us. No barrier.
Hot. Tight. Wet. Adequate words don’t exist in my vocabulary to describe just how incredible she feels. Nothing could have prepared me for this moment.
“That’s it, gorgeous. You take me so well.”
I throw my head back into the pillows as she impales herself. We gasp together. She tips her face to the ceiling as she comes to a rest with her ass touching my thighs.
“Oh my god.” Her lashes flutter against her cheeks. She clenches around me. “You feel even bigger than you look. I swear you weren’t this big back then.”
My laugh transforms into a grunt as she starts to rock her hips. “Pretty sure I’m the same size.”
She shudders as she slowly adjusts. “Then eighteen-year-old me took you like a champ. I think I need a minute.”
My fingers convulse against her hips. She starts to pick up speed, her rhythm becoming more sure as her pleasure increases. She plants one hand flat on my chest, fingers twisting in my shirt as she shoves the other between us to touch her clit.
“That’s it, gorgeous. Take what you need from me.”