I don’t have time to say anything as he carries me like I’m a rag doll over his shoulder.When we get in his bathroom, he takes me down and places me on the countertop between both sinks.“Put one foot on each side.”He picks up one leg to show me how he wants me and then steps back.“Fuck, your pussy on display like that.”He licks his lips, then takes his thumb, bringing it to his lips where he licks the backside of it.“This pink clit right here”—he uses the same thumb he just licked to move it back and forth—“delicate and wanting to be played with.”
I have to hold myself up from falling back when I see his finger slide into me.“Open for me, ready for me.”He adds another finger.“Want my cock, fingers, or tongue?”
“What do you want to give me?”I ask since, in reality, I’m good with anything.
“My cock.”He rolls another condom on his cock.“Fuck you here, then in the shower.”He slides his cock into me.Both of us are watching my pussy swallow his cock.“Then have you ride me in the bath.”My pussy clenches, his hand coming to my tits as he rolls my nipples.“My girl is greedy for me.”He pulls out to the tip and then thrusts.“Say it,” he demands, his mouth hovering over mine.His eyes stare into mine.“Say you're mine.”
Everything inside me stops, or maybe for the first time in my life, I take a breath of the air that I’ve been fighting to get into me.“Who else’s would I be?You own me, Emmett.All of me is yours.”His eyes go wide.“It’s always been yours.Now take what’s yours.”
ChapterTwenty-Four
EMMETT
“You’re evil inside and out.You’re the devil.”
The voice shocks me, and my eyes immediately fly open.The light comes into the room from the windows as my breathing is coming in pants.My eyes are unfocused with sleep as I close them and then open them again, trying to get them to focus and my breathing under control.My body has a sheen of sweat all over, and my heart is beating what feels like out of my chest.I close my eyes one more time and then open them when I feel her move beside me.She snuggles closer to me, her heat fighting away the nightmare I just fought back.I look down and see her hair across my chest, and I put my head back and look up at the ceiling.
I count to ten slowly in my head as I try to control my breathing, Lilah’s voice in my head instead of the other one.“Who else’s would I be?”It beats it back, beats back the poison that is inside me.“You own me, Emmett.All of me is yours.”It pushes it down to the pit of my stomach.“It’s always been yours.Now take what’s yours.”My eyes close, and all I see is Lilah.All I can hear is her voice, calling my name over and over again.
My breathing finally evens out when I feel her stir from beside me.My eyes open as I turn to look at her.“Good morning,” she mumbles, and instead of rolling away from her, I turn into her.
“Morning.”I turn to my side as her naked chest presses against mine, taking in all of her heat.She presses even closer to me, moaning as she hitches her leg over my hip, and if I wanted, all I’d need to do is thrust my hips up, and I’d be buried inside her.“How did you sleep?”I rub my fingertips up and down her naked back.
“Amazing.”She moves her head back and kisses my neck.It’s a soft kiss.It shouldn’t wake me up like it does.It shouldn’t make my heart skip a beat.It shouldn’t make me want what I can’t have, but with Lilah, I’ve come to understand she makes me want it all even though I know I can’t have it all.“Better than I’ve ever slept in my whole life.”She looks up at me.“How did you sleep?”
“You hog the bed,” I joke with her, knowing deep inside having her tucked to my side all night long was everything I’ve dreamed it would be, if not better.Actually, scratch that; it was what heaven would be like if I ever made it there.“And you snore.”
She gasps as I chuckle silently.“I do not snore, do I?”She fights to get away from me, but I tighten my hold on her.
“It’s not like deep,” I say, “it’s soft.”
“You are lying, Emmett,” she accuses me, and I roll her over to her back.Her legs open for me as she hitches both legs around my hips.“You are lucky I like you.”
“Am I?”I ask as I hold myself up on my elbows and surround her head with my hands.I rub her nose with mine, and her hair is all over my pillow.She rubs my ribs with her hands.“How lucky am I?”
She looks into my eyes, and I hope I’m hiding how much she means to me.If not for me, then at least for her.“So lucky.”She smirks.“The luckiest.”
“Get a condom,” I say even though I vowed after the last time it would be the last.She arches her back as she twists to the side as I sit back on my feet.I watch her grab a condom from the side table that holds the box I got over a year ago and never opened.She comes back with the silver packet in her small hand.“Put it on me,” I urge her and watch her eyes light up.I watch as she tears open the top of the packet and then takes out the condom.She grips my cock in her hand, and I almost hiss as I watch her hands shake a bit as she puts the condom on the tip of my cock and then rolls it down.Once it’s all the way down to the base of my cock, she kisses the middle of my chest before she lies back down and opens her legs for me.“You ready for me?”
“Always.”She reaches to grab my cock with one hand, pulling me to her as she rubs it up and down her slit, and her hand moves when the tip of my cock is at her entrance.
“You going to watch?”I ask, and her eyes go to where I move my hips a bit more as the tip of my cock disappears inside her.Fuck, it’s like I’m literally in fucking heaven as my eyes go to where my cock slides into her.
“So fucking tight,” I grind between clenched teeth as I try not to lose it and just slam into her.
“Emmett,” she says when I bury myself into her, “more.”She moves her hips up and moves her legs back, allowing me to slide into her deeper.“Hmmm,” she moans, “like that.”
I pull out to the tip and then slide back into her.“More,” she pants out, “and harder.”
“No,” I deny her as I move in and out of her slowly.“Want to savor this.”
“You said that last night when I was on top of you.”Her hips thrust up to meet me.“Harder, Emmett.”Her hands grip my biceps, her nails pinching into my skin.“Please,” she says softly.
“Anything,” I finally agree, pulling out and slamming back into her.“For you, fucking anything.”I don’t stop.Instead, my thrusts are long and hard.Every time I slam into her, she moans, and her pussy squeezes me even more.“Fucking anything.”My forehead sits on hers as she closes her eyes and arches her back.Her pussy grips my cock so tight it’s a wonder I can even pull out, but it’s enough that I’m chasing my own release.
One of her hands goes to my cheek as her mouth swallows my groan, her tongue sliding into my mouth.
She meets my thrust with her hips until I bury myself in her, and all I can do is hold on to the feeling as I feel myself come inside of the condom.I collapse on her, and her legs and arms tighten even harder around me.I close my eyes as I bury my face in her neck, smelling her and wanting to remember this moment for the rest of my life.