I still ask myself: will she like the restaurant I chose for her? Does she have any allergies? Do I make her as nervous as she makes me?
Fuck. Feeling this way over someone after two days is a dangerous realm to be in. As much as I can tell my feelings to fuck off and stay out of this arrangement Capri and I have made together, it’s proving to be much more difficult than I anticipated.
There’s something different about her.
She may be young, but there’s a deep hurt I can see in her eyes that leads me to believe she never recovered from something substantial.
Substantial enough to take root.
It’s not my business to know; I’m just waiting on my brain to catch up to that reality.
Ding. Ding.
I settle on a casual fit for the day when my phone alerts me of a text message coming in.
Romeo:
How goes it, lover boy?
Jones:
This doesn’t seem important.
Romeo:
It’s not about work, therefore making it very important. You good? Heart fully intact from the bombshell that fucked you up inside yesterday?
Jones:
For someone who doesn’t speak English, you speak it too well. And I don’t know what you’re talking about.
Romeo:
Practice makes perfect. Brother, I could hear your growl from across the boat. You’re not fooling anyone.
Jones:
We’re just having fun.
Romeo:
I’ve known you for years and never once seen you have fun.
Jones:
This is different.
Romeo:
You mean SHE’S different?
Jones:
Sure. Think what you want. She leaves in five days.
Romeo:
All I’m saying is…it’s good to see you happy. Even if it’s only for five days. Your dick probably forgot how to operate.