I let go of his lips, needing to tell him what’s in my heart. “I love you, Jamie,” I say.
He opens his eyes and focuses them on me. “I love you, Shay.”
I seal our declaration of love by pushing all the way inside him. I grit my teeth to stop myself from coming too soon.
I’m inside Jamie.
“Are you okay?” I ask Jamie.
“Yes. Please move, now.”
And I do, surging inside him over and over again, bumping against Jamie’s prostate every other push, until he’s shouting and coming all over his chest. I don’t stop, and while he contracts around my cock in the aftermath of his orgasm, I come deep inside him.
I stay inside him while I cover his body with mine and land another kiss on his lips.
We stay close for a while, both of us trying to get our breaths back to normal. There’s no need for words because our bodies express what there is inside our hearts.
When Jamie’s hands move and caress my skin, I lift up, feeling the need to look at him. To make sure we’re on the same page, to make sure that what we shared wasn’t on the spur of the moment. I place my hand on his face and rub my thumb on his lips. His eyes when they open are as bright as the sun, and the joy inside them warms me up a little bit more.
“Thank you.”
“I’m glad it was you,” Jamie says.
“I love you.” I want him to know, now that our minds are free from lust.
“I love you too.”
I kiss him, feeling as if I don’t deserve him. I made his life impossible, and here he is giving himself to me, as if I’m worthy of him. I’m not, but I’ll do everything in my power to make him happy.
Jamie will never have to regret giving me a second chance.
Chapter 23
Jamie
I open my eyes to a body that’s achy but satisfied and a big body pressed so tight against me I can’t move. Not that I want to. I want to spend hours, days, years with Shane pressed against me.
We spent the weekend together, and he’s been a revelation. What I’d seen up until recently was nothing like the real Shane, the one I met these last few days. His passion for motorbikes is the most surprising thing, and I can’t wait to do it all over again, maybe next weekend.
We really shed our masks and let our true selves roam free.
My alarm goes off, and I groan, unhappy that life is calling me back to reality. A reality where I can’t spend all my time with Shane.
“Morning, sunshine,” Shane whispers against my skin, awakening all my cells and all my wants.
“Morning,” I say while turning around to face him. When my alarm goes off again, I groan and Shane grins.
I lean in to give him a peck on the lips, but it’s not enough to satisfy either of us. So Shane pulls up on his elbow and leans in, taking my mouth in a deep and very welcome kiss. I open, and caress his lower lip with the tip of my tongue. Shane groans and takes ownership by invading my mouth with his.
When he pulls back, we’re both very ready to continue, but my alarm once again breaks the moment.
“Reality check.”
“Yeah, I wish I could stay here.”
“I wish you could stay here too, but we both need to work.” It’s not a good idea to piss Shane’s father off more than he already is.
“Mmmh, I have better ideas for how to spend our days.”