Where had he gone?
I wandered for a while. Almost everyone looked the same due to the dark lighting.
I knew I had been gone long enough to have probably pissed off my girlfriend by now, but I just had to find him.
I almost gave up when I made it to the bathroom. I checked my phone, and my girlfriend was blowing it up.
Where are you?
Call me.
Kaleb? Are you serious?
Asshole, where did you go?
I’m worried. Are you okay?
I responded that I got lost, which was the most obvious lie. I was far from incompetent.
That was when someone bumped into me.
He didn’t apologize, so I turned, ready to take my frustration out on them.
There he was. In all his glory. Wide dark eyes staring at me like I was an insect. He barely spared me a glance, typing away with a wry smile on his phone. He briefly looked up.
“Move, you're hogging the mirror.” He bumped me with his hips and took a bathroom selfie. Multiple, actually.
It was clear he thrived off attention and was going to post those to appear more artsy than he actually was.
“Full of yourself much?” I murmured.
He turned, looking like he’d love nothing more than to put up a fight.
“Obviously?” He rolled his eyes.
He turned to leave the bathroom, but I grabbed his arm. He turned with a vicious look up and down. The bathroom was dim. I could barely make out his facial features.
“What?” he demanded, pushing my arm slightly away.
His voice wasn’t fear or arousal.
It was detachment. And I didn’t like that.
I had never felt this before, but it felt like I had glue in my throat. I coughed and froze.
Fuck, I wasn’t like this. I was usually very good at communicating my feelings.
Damnit, say something, Blake.
The longer we stood there, the more the energy seemed to shift into his power.
Like I was the one off my game. Just being in his line of sight was making me feel nervous.
I didn’t feel nervous.
Ever.
Not in my adolescent years, not through university or the doctoral program—why now?