did he touch you
did you touch him
did your towel fall off “accidentally”
ME:
no one touched anything
except my soul
my soul was gripped
CALLIE:
i’m putting that on a mug
“my soul was gripped in a steam dome”
bliss calloway, founder, spiritual menace, cult classic
ME:
miles confessed to pausing
jax admitted to tension that wasn’t just horny
asher’s eyes got moist again
seb said five syllables and they were all too much
and jonah.
jonah unclenched his need to know people before they show him who they are
i am not okay
CALLIE:
oh. no
oh no no no
that is a man who is here to break you open and whisper affirmations while he does it
ME:
he hasn’t even flirted with me
he just exists
quietly
intentionally
with glistening shoulders and emotional restraint
it’s like being spiritually edged by an NPR host