“I can’t be trusted with paint,” I say.
Nash is trying to be serious in front of Gramps but he can’t stop laughing.
“I had too much faith.” Gramps laughs—helaughs, and wow, I’ve missed that sound so much. “Paper towels?”
“Please,” we sputter through giggles.
It’sfun, letting myself just be around Nash.
I want to know him, but I also want him to knowme, Halle. I want to build a friendship with Nash, IRL, so when I’m ready to tell him the truth, he’ll understand the full picture. Kels comes with expectations, with almost three years of history. Kels, who always knows what to say, who gets cited in major publications and thrown in the middle of YA scandals, who manages to run One True Pastry like it’s a full-time job.
I know he likes her, but she’s the branded version of me—she’s notme.
Could Nash likethisversion of me?
I actually want to find out.
November 1
From: [email protected]
can’t wait to hear your voice!!
Hi Halle!
Just wanted to remind you that Dad and I are calling tomorrow at 10 AM eastern. Did you get my emails? I know you’re busy, but you can’t even humor your parents and shoot us a few messages in the group chat? I know you see those!
Gramps says you seem overwhelmed by college apps. Are you working on your personal statement? I know this whole process is stressful—I wish we could be there to help you navigate it! We might be far away, but we’re still here for you, Hal. Don’t forget that!
Talk soon!
Love,
Mom
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