Page 42 of Deadlier Obsessions

I can’t help the giggle that bubbles out of me. “Nope. Heights, spiders, and snakes.”

Lucy squeals from the mere mention of spiders and starts brushing at her arms like they're crawling on her. “I hate spiders.”

Gage grabs Sebastian's hand. “Come on, Pretty Boy, unless you’re afraid of heights too.”

Apparently, he’s not, because they walk off together looking like the ending to a beautiful movie. I watch them as I think about how far their relationship has come. I think I heard Sebastian say, ‘I’m not gay,’ a thousand times in the first few months after they took us. I know he still questions his sexuality, but he doesn’t try to hide who he is either. I don’t know if he’ll end up being like Gage and not need any labels, or if he’ll decide he’s bi-sexual. Either way it won’t matter for us. They have a fierce love that, regardless of what anybody else thinks, is beautiful. Love is love. And while Gage’s love may have started out a little scary, it’s evolved into something sort of perfect for them and us.

SEBASTIAN

The Eiffel Tower is definitely one of those things that adds a touch of romance to an already romantic city, like Paris. I’ve never been anywhere like this, and walking to the iconic landmark, hand in hand with Gage, is something that would have had me freaking out back when we first met.

Gage has always told us things like ‘if it feels good, do it’, and ‘no labels, just love’, and it still took me a while to find comfort in them, but now I’m so fucking in love with him, that I just don’t care who sees it anymore.

While we’re fit healthy guys, we opt for the pricier elevator tickets, because why the fuck would we waste valuable energy walking up six hundred fucking stairs? That energy will be better used when we get back to the hotel, and everyone gets naked. That isn’t even Gage’s opinion, that’s mine. Something about Lucy being pregnant has me so fired up that I’m hornier than normal, and for a highly sexed guy like me, that’s a lot.

We wait for our turn in the elevator, staring up at the insanely high structure. Frankly, it’s a lot more industrial looking than I expected, and a little unnerving, but I’ll die before admitting that out loud.

“Any chance you wanna jerk each other off while we wait?” Gage whispers to me, his lips tickling my ear and sending a shiver right down my spine. Fuck yeah, I want that, but I have a feeling this isn’t the place, and we’re likely to get thrown out before we get to see the top.

“Gage, I don’t really want to be arrested by the French police, so can you keep it in your pants until we’re away from here?”

“You don’t want my cock?” he asks in a dangerously low voice, the threat filling the air between us. Jesus, now I want him even more.

“We promised the girls we’d go up there and get photos, Gage. Do you really want to let them down?”

He curses, rubbing his hand down my spine to rest just above my ass. “What if we steal some pics fromGoogle, and go fuck instead?”

That idea appeals to me so fucking much, that I turn to press my lips against his, about to agree, even though I hate the idea of cheating the girls, but that’s when I see the faint sheen of sweat on Gage’s brow. What’s going on with him?

The queue ahead of us moves again, and the attendant tells us in strongly accented English, that we’re in the next group, and Gage’s breath rushes out of him, as he turns to stare back theway we came. Fuck me. I’ve just realised what the problem is. Gage is fucking afraid of heights too. It is, after all, an incredibly common phobia, but why the hell didn’t he just say something? We came here for the girls who, it turns out, don’t have the ability to go up, so why not just say we’ll take pics from down here, then go back to the hotel?

“Gage?”

He groans, turning to wrap his fingers around my throat in a light, but fairly threatening grip.

“Don’t say it, Pretty Boy, just don’t fucking say it.”

I glance around us, noticing the tall hedges to the side of the tower, and take a breath, because we’ll both know I’m doing this for him, but is that really so shameful?

“I have a better idea, Gage.”

His eyes narrow on me, and he tenses, like he thinks I’m going to be an asshole.

“You’ve never blown me at the Eiffel Tower before, Gage. Don’t you think you should remedy that situation?”

His tongue flicks out, dragging over that piercing of his. “You want to fuck my throat, baby? Instead of going up there, and using these damn tickets we bought?” So I could be a complete dick and insist we go up there, but now I really want that blow job even more, so I snatch the tickets from his hand and start walking. As we pass a young couple approaching the tower, I thrust the tickets at them, and tell them to enjoy, because now he can’t say we wasted them either.

We reach the spot between the base of the tower and some thick bushes, and I point to the concrete in front of me. “Time to get on your knees, Gage. Be my fucking good boy.”

GAGE

It shouldn’t be so fucking sexy, but when Sebastian says things like that to me, throwing my own words back at me, it makes me want to fuck him so hard, he screams my name, but that doesn’t mean I’m not open to giving him what he wants. Do I love sucking that thick cock of his? Who wouldn’t?

I check around us, and get down on my knees, making sure I can’t see around the corner, and should be out of sight. The concrete is cold, hard, and fucking hurts my knees, but it won’t stop me getting what I want, what we both want. I know why he did this. He knows how much I didn’t want to go up that fucking tower that honestly looks like it never fucking ends.

I could have just told them I couldn’t do it, but I’m not really that keen on admitting my faults and weaknesses, because let’s be honest, they’ve seen enough of the worst of me already. Which thing will tip them over the edge and show them that they don’t need me? That I’m not good enough for them? They could be two perfectly happy couples, and I’d be left alone.

“It’s not going to suck itself, Gage,” Sebastian warns me, sliding his fingers into my hair and gripping tightly. “Get my dick out and get your fucking mouth around it.”

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