He chuckles softly, “Fucking brat. Let me rephrase for you, baby girl. What’s going through your mind?”
My emotions are all over the place and I’m afraid to tell him the truth because I’m not sure what his reaction will be.
“Kierra, you can tell me anything.”
I shrug my shoulders as I stare down at my plate. “But why would I? In a few days, I’ll be in your rear-view mirror. I am nothing to you. Spreading my legs? Yes, that I can do, but whyshould I make myself vulnerable to a man I won’t even know in less than a week?”
He nods slowly, as if he understands. “Very well, Kierra. Keep your secrets.”
And I will, even though there’s a part of me that wants desperately to divulge everything. I so badly want someone to lean on but I am an intelligent woman. I know my temporary daddy can’t be that person.
After we cleanup from dinner, he takes my hand and pulls me to the couch and hands me the remote control for the TV. “Put something on.”
I scroll through the options and finally settle onTitanic, which has him groaning. “That’s so long and everybody knows there was enough room for both of them.”
I giggle as I press play and put the remote on the arm of the couch. “Come here, baby girl.”
He pulls me into his arms as the movie starts. And the way he stares at me confuses me. His arms wrapped tightly around me, dragging me into the illusion. The false sense of security I feel is not real. Yet, if I die tomorrow, it will have been worth it.
Sin
I can’t stop staring at her and I never want to. She’s so fucking perfect. I keep wondering what her throat would look like with my collar around it. That she’s not mine and I will do the right thing doesn’t stop the fantasy.
In another lifetime, baby girl. One where you know what you’re signing up for. Heartbreak. These arrangements never work out long term, not for me. She’s so good and I refuse to drag her through hell with me because of my own selfish desires. I will let her go, not because I want to, but because I have to.
CHAPTER 18
SIN
Time is a funny thing. If you’re having the worst week of your life, it drags on, feeling like it will never end. If you’re having the best time, then of course, it’s over in the blink of an eye. Tonight is my last night with Kierra and as I stare at her bound to the bed in my playroom, it’s all so bittersweet. She looks like a fucking Goddess, blindfolded, spread out for me, rope tied around her limbs, her lips slightly parted as she begs for more.
“Please, Daddy,” she says with the sexiest little whimper.
I sit kneeling between her creamy thighs, licking and kissing every inch of accessible skin on her stunning body, causing her to tremble for me. She reacts to every touch. Nothing is too subtle to get a response. I drag the dark blue feather from her neck to her breasts, circling it around her nipples and she begs again, “Please, Daddy.”
“Such a needy little slut. Always wanting your every desire immediately.”
Setting the feather aside, I lick my way down her body before pressing my face against her pussy. “I’m going to miss this scent,” I admit more to myself than to her, but it’s the truth. Doing the right thing rarely feels good.
I dip my tongue inside her cunt and she cries out as she pulls on her restraints. Swirling my tongue around inside her, I keep my gaze on her face, she’s filled with such beautiful need, it takes a lot of control to keep going and not fill her with my cock when she begs for it, “Please. Fuck me.”
Replacing my tongue with my fingers, I bite down on her clit, enjoying the yelp I elicit from her pretty lips. “Who’s in charge, Kierra?”
She whimpers, “You are, Daddy.”
I swipe my tongue over her clit. “And who decides when you get my cock?”
“You do,” she yells out, sounding absolutely fucking desperate, and it speaks directly to my dick. I’m weeping for her and am physically aching to fuck her, but I want more of her orgasms. It’s as if I think if I hold off on fucking her, it’ll make tonight last longer and prevent the inevitable from happening. It won’t. Eventually, the dark will turn to light and I’ll watch her walk away as we agreed. She’ll meet a man much younger than me, someone that will give her everything I can’t, He’ll be the man she needs him to be.
“Oh God,” she cries out as I take her swollen clit between my lips and suck just the way she likes, not too soft and not too hard, while I curl my fingers inside her. There’s nothing more beautiful than Kierra coming for me.
The way her back arches off the bed, pushing her tits up.
The sounds that come from her throat.
Her hands balled into tight little fists.
The trembling of her limbs.