Page 21 of Ruin

I feel his hand moving.

And I can’t fucking breathe.

“You need to stop fighting,” Robert shouts, as he moves his hands up and down my thigh, whilst pushing my hips hard into the mattress.

Declan takes a step closer to me, leaving no space between us. “What’s in the bag?”

“You know you like it.” He climbs on top of me, and grabs my face so I look at him.

“Give it to me, and the punishment will be a little less than what I have planned.” My eyes widen, and I dig my hand into my bag, pulling out the joint and handing it to him.

“This stuff will kill you, you know.” Oh how I wish it was true, if only it was so easy to rid me of this earth.

“Stick your tongue out.” I do as I’m told, there’s no point denying him. He smiles.

“You know I’ve never been sucked by a girl who has a lip or a tongue piercing. Can’t wait to fuck your mouth.” He brings his mouth closer to mine and licks my tongue. “If I wanted, I could get you on your knees right now, but instead I’m going to see what else you have pierced.”

His other hand pulls out my top from my skirt and places his hand on my stomach. “Belly button…” he moves up to my bra, and pulls it down to feel my nipples. “Oh, this is going to be fun.” He pulls the ring on my nipple a few times, and I jolt a little to get out of his grip, but he’s too close for me to move.

“Both of them?” he asks, and I nod, again there’s no point lying. “Now, let’s see if the fun continues.” I feel Declan moving my panties. He did this at lunch, but he didn’t explore my pussy, he just touched me along the edges of my panties.

I close my eyes, not wanting him to see the look of shame for letting him touch me.

For letting him do this to me.

Robert slaps me when I try to push him away, and before I can fight again, he grabs my pussy so hard, I want to scream.

Declan’s hand continues to move up and down. “Ohhh, fuck. The clit, and both sides of the pussy.” He finally pulls his hand out and licks it. “Now, I’m not much for eating pussy, but you might make me change my mind. You smell so good and taste sweet.”

Declan removes his hand from my face and quickly slams his lips into mine. I fight to keep my mouth shut, but he bites my lip and pulls on the ring. Opening my mouth, his tongue glides along mine. He pushes his body against mine, as his hand moves into my hair, pulling a little hard, as he pulls away from me.

“Pool party after school. Be there. I have plans for you tonight. You don’t show up, I’ll come find you myself.”

With that said, he leaves the closet, slams the door as I fall to the floor. My head fights the images of last night, and what just happened.

Hell at home.

Hell at school.

Fucking kill me already.

SIX

DECLAN

“No names.Here you aren’t a Crawford, you are just a number.” Cain opens the door, and I can feel my heart banging against my chest to the point where it’s hurting.

I trust Cain with my life.

I know he’ll die before he lets anything happen to me. But I also know he won’t be here twenty-four seven. I have to learn not to show fear, but to be feared. This is what Cain has been teaching me. How not to show fear when walking into the room. I won’t let him down.

“Do you have a number in mind?” Cain asks, before we step into the room. Everyone in The Pit is allocated a number and that is their name from that day forward. It doesn’t matter who you are on the outside, in The Pit you are just your number.

“Can I get six, six, six?” I smile as I see Cain’s lips curl up at the corner, and he looks behind me at Lincoln.

“The last person who had it was killed three weeks ago,” I hear Lincoln, and an icy breeze moves through me.

“It’s going to fucking hurt.” Cain pats my back, and nods for Lincoln to leave. It always worries me when Cain wants a one-on-one conversation, never knowing what the man is thinking. I hope I’ll do that once I get out of here. Hide myself from the world when I need to, and be able to have a poker face as good as him.

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