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Her hand reached under herself, and she released my dick from my sweatpants. There wasn’t a question as to whether she wore panties. She never slept in them unless she was menstruating. My head fell back when she slowly lowered herself down my shaft. It always felt like the first time with her. Her pussy was the perfect combination of wet, warm, and tight.Get it together, Joston.

My lips reunited with hers after I lifted my head. I grabbed the hem of her nightgown and pulled it over her head, exposing her naked body. There was a scar on her stomach just below her breasts. I’d asked what happened before, but she redirected the conversation to something else. I never asked again. My mouth went to her breast. I let my teeth graze her nipple.

She let out a hiss. “Fuck, Joston.” Her movement stopped. She didn’t resume her slow bounce until after I smacked her ass. “You feel so fucking good. You’re the only person that can drive my mind, heart, and pussy crazy.” Her vice grip came on, then a flood commenced.

When I bit down on her nipple, it caused another flood. My hands held her hips as I thrust up into her. One hand moved from her hip to grip her neck. She wrapped her arms around my neck before her head fell back. The hand that was on her hip, cuffed under her right leg to lift it as I slightly tilted my body to the side. My thrust intensified after I got that perfect angle to hit that perfect spot to make her cry uncle. Jacobia was the only woman that I’d ever fucked with that was not a submissive of mine.

For some reason, she wasn’t that for me. I didn’t feel the need to dominate her, because she was organically submissive. When I fucked my subs, I didn’t want any sexual banter. I wanted them to shut the hell up and take the dick however I was giving it out at the time. I had certain demands of them in reference to how they dressed, acted, where they went, and some when they went to bed. These women loved to be dominated and would risk it all just to be.

Jacobia was different, and I knew that from day one. She was too powerful of a woman to force domination on. When she was submissive to me, I honored it more because I knew it was a genuine act and not a forced one. I was never interested in getting to know my submissive, because although I took care of them extremely well, they were there for my benefit. I wanted and more so needed to know everything about Jacobia Justina Christianson.

“Jo-Joston! Oh my God.” She moved her hips in a circle as she pushed herself down to meet my thrust into her.

My nut was at the tip of my soul. It had to be released. My hand that was around her neck squeezed it. I grunted to the feeling of my cum shooting out of me like a broken fire hydrant. I felt the backdraft of her orgasm against mine. “Fuck, Jacobia. You get me caught up every fuckin’ time.”

With a breathy voice, she replied, “Why am I taking all the blame for you being caught up? At some point, you have to take accountability in admitting that your ass loves to be caught up.” She snickered with a beautiful smile on her face.

Her after sex glow was beautiful. After we got ourselves together, we retreated to her bedroom, where I added more glow. This time, the sex was slow, sensual, and passionate. I made love to her knowing that this would be the last time. Yeah, I knew earlier tonight that I said I would not play with her anymore, but I loved the fuck out of this girl. To hear her tell me that I was him but it wasn’t our time was a gut punch. Jacobia was spoiled and wanted everything on her terms.

I couldn’t do that for her anymore going forth. I had to let her go to find whatever she was looking for. To get over whatever fear had her paralyzed. It was unknown what the future held for us as only time and the universe would determine if we came back together. One thing that I did know and determined was whether I would allow myself to be pulled back into a situation that didn’t serve my heart. It would take everything in me to stay away. For the safety of my heart, I would.

SOME TIME LATER…

“LaQuay,I’m proud of you for brushing, flossing, and using your Waterpik like I told you. I can tell,” I praised him. “You want to make sure you keep these teeth healthy. You don’t want to be twenty with your side teeth missing.”

He chortled. “Ms. Jacobia, I know I got to take care of my teeth. I can’t be caught slippin’ out here by my ladies with no side teeth.” He was thirteen now and at the beginning of his girl crazy stage. Earlier this year, he had a major growth spurt. He now stood taller than me and his mama, Juliet.

“Boy, you better calm down with all that. You don’t have no ladies unless it’s the ones on the video games that you play. If that’s the case, we have bigger problems,” Juliet said with a roll of her eyes. I couldn’t contain my laughter.

I was in Vegas for my monthly free dental clinic for the children. This was the only time that I came to Vegas now. Life had been hectic for me lately, so I stayed focused on what was now important.

Juliet told her son to go sit in the lobby while she talked to me. “I haven’t seen you at the club in forever, Jacobia. What’s up with that?” she inquired with a raised brow.

My shoulders moved upward toward my ears. “I have different priorities now. I guess times have changed.”

She smiled, then said, “I guess they have. There’s absolutely nothing wrong with that. Just letting you know that you are missed.”

I read the underlying sentence but chose to ignore it. I hadn’t physically seen or talked to Joston since the morning after Lark’s wedding. I woke up that morning after our tryst and he was gone. No note, goodbye, or anything. That hurt my feelings because I thought we were better than that. When we had sex in my bed, I knew it was goodbye, so I settled in my spirit that it was our last time.

Although it was the last time, I never thought that he would stop communicating with me altogether. Well, I guess I couldn’t say altogether. Every once in a blue moon, I got ahow are youtext. My response was always:blessed as I hope you are.His response also remained the same:I am.I missed him so much. I had no one to blame but myself for why he separated from me.

“Well, tell everyone that I said hey.” That was all I had for the topic. We talked for a few more minutes before she and her son were on their way. They were my last patients of the day.

When I made the choice to do my free dental clinic here, I purchased a building. There was an option to use someone else’s practice while I was here, but I liked things the way that I liked them. When I came here, I brought my own staff along as well. They loved coming with me since they were able to travel on my family’s private jet.

My staff cleaned so that I could leave and get back to my house. Oh, I owned a home here as well. As soon as I walked into my house, the smell of fried chicken filled the air, causing my stomach to grumble. I threw my bag on the couch, then went straight to the kitchen. Kree, Liam’s wife, was in the kitchen cooking. My sister-in-law, Maise, and she did the glam for a wedding here this weekend. When I told them that I would be in Vegas also, they invited themselves to my house.

“I’m so damn hungry,” I whined. I sat on the stool at the kitchen island. “Where is everyone else?”

Kree peeked over her shoulder. “Girl, when are you not hungry. You know their asses are lounging out by the pool like they don’t do that at home.”

What became a business trip for Maisie, Kree, and me turned into a mini girls’ trip. When Galiana found out that we were going to be in Vegas at the same time, she invited herself. Since she came, it only made sense that her best friend Pea came too. Pea mentioned the trip to her sister-in-law, my cousin Mauri, so she added her name to the passenger manifest. If that wasn’t enough people, Taelyn hopped her young ass in the mix too. Lark would have come if she and Chance weren’t in Baltimore for her cousin’s wedding.

Like they heard me ask about them, they all came into the house. “Aye, that food ready yet? Cobia, when did you get here?” Galiana asked.

“I just walked in a second ago.” I turned my attention to Taelyn. “Baby Tae, did you make some banana pudding?”

Between her and our auntie Lela, I didn’t know who made the best banana pudding. I was addicted to the stuff. “Yes, girl. It’s in the refrigerator, waiting on you.”

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