Page 41 of Don't You Forget About Me

I start laughing. ‘A That’s Amore! tasting menu. Can’t imagine what would be in a Tony foam.’

‘I can.’

I wheeze helplessly.

‘My efforts have filled That’s Amore!’s tables for the next month. I mean, even if anyone goes there because of this and ends up agreeing with me, they’ve still had their money once. There is no God,’ I say.

‘Yeah, but we knew that. Listen, that’s not actually why I was originally going to call you. We all feel a bit bad for ragging on Robin the other night.’

I cackle. ‘Oh, Rav, I love you, but if Clem feels bad about that, I am Mr Greg Withers from Stockport.’

‘Alright, admittedly, Jo and I told Clem she should feel bad about ragging on Robin.’

‘And did she agree?’

‘She said: “Why are you defending that conceited jeb-end court jester who treated George like dirt?” which I think you’ll agree has a strong subtext of wishing her repentance to be known.’

I laugh some more.

‘Look, either way, Jo and I will be getting her to split the bill three ways with us when we take you out – you free tonight?’

‘Ooh, where? I have something to do at six-thirty but I don’t think it’ll be long.’

‘Where do you think?’

‘… Curry?!’

‘Ta dah! … Or. That’s Amore?’

‘Oh, God! I can’t imagine what Tony would do to my food.’

‘… I can.’

‘Blee!’ I pause. ‘There’s no such thing as karma, is there, Rav? No one gets what they deserve.’

‘There’s a long answer to that and a shorter one and given you’re not paying me for this in a counselling session, I will give you the short one.’

‘Which is?’

‘Nope, there’s no such thing as karma and people don’t get what they deserve. It’s a comforting myth to reconcile us to the savage randomness of the universe and wrongs inflicted upon us.’

‘Argh! Is the longer answer more uplifting?’

‘Yes that’s why it costs you.’

I laugh, ring off and inhale tart October air. I don’t know why I’d still cling to the notion that karma exists, given I’ve never seen it in action in my thirty years. I should’ve let it go at the same time as the Tooth Fairy.

14

As warned, there is no answer at the pub when I arrive on the dot of 6.30 that evening. I breathe out dragon-smoke in the cold. Three hammerings of my fist against the door and no response. I try the handle and step inside, saying, ‘Hello?’

The room is in complete darkness.

‘Hello?’ I call again, tentatively. ‘Anyone there?’

It’s quite spooky with no illumination at all. The pubs I’ve worked in have always kept those sconces on, even once the overhead is off. The only reason I’m not tripping over the furniture in the gloaming is the street lamps outside the windows.

A bulb switches on in a space beyond the main bar. A figure is silhouetted in the doorway to the saloon. As he steps forward, he throws more lights on.

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