Page 122 of Misery and Ecstasy

Outside of this room, she’s an independent badass, in full control of every aspect of her practice and her foundation. She handles all of the decision making. She works tirelessly to ensure everything is running smoothly and each of her patients and subsidy recipients get all the help they need.

Inside of this room? She’s still very much a badass, but she sheds the need for dominion and relinquishes all control to me. She allows me to relieve her stress after a hard day. She trusts me to calm her worries about the future. She knows I’ll give her exactly what she’s craving.

Eventually…

But sometimes, she doesn’t have the patience to wait.

Like right now.

Circling my wrist with her hand, she halts my movements. When she begins bucking her hips against my fingers, I give her a moment to hope that I’ll let her continue.

Pulling my hand free from her grasp, I wrap it around her wrists then bring them together above her head. With a shit-eating grin and my eyes locked on hers, I secure her wrists against the door in one hand as the other dives back between her legs. When I stop moving my hand again, I don’t try to hide the look of pleasure on my face when she cries out another moan.

“Dra—”

“Don’t worry, Kins.” Cutting her off, I press my erection into her hip. “You’re not the only one suffering.”

Releasing the hold I have on her wrists, she lets her arms fall back down to her sides as I drop to the floor in front of her. Gripping her panties and jeans, I tug them down to her ankles to use them as a restraint.

Although when my tongue begins to lap up the moisture between her legs, that’s all it takes to keep her in place.

Opening her knees, she grants me better access to her. Her hands fly to my hair as she grinds herself against my face, covering both my nose and mouth. I let her because,fuck, there are worse ways to die than being suffocated by your lover’s pussy.

I break away for a second of air before wrapping my arms around her ass. I pull her tight against me again. Losing all control of myself, I relentlessly suck on her clit until she’s begging me to stop, her desire coating my chin and running down my chest.

I do stop; but only long enough to toss her onto the bed where we remove our pants. In a flash, I’m in a frenzy, crawling over her body. When our faces align, she pulls my lips against hers as I reach between us to guide my cock into her.

Kins and I make love more than we fuck. I would never call her fragile, but more often than not, I feel like I need to handle her with care. Other times, however, like right now, we’re both much too needy and too far gone for slow and steady.

I feel possessed as I thrust into her… Superhuman, almost. I wait for a sign that it’s too hard, that I’m going too fast. But when she breaks our kiss and her head lands on the bed beneath us, she appears to be enjoying this just as much as I am.

Curling her legs around me, she digs her heels into my ass like she does every time she needs more. I wasn’t sure I had more to give, but when it comes to Kins, no measure of strength is ever out of reach. I increase my intensity, launching her over the edge.

“Draven… Oh my god, yes! Fuck yes, Draven!”

As she cries out my name, I feel her muscles pulsate and tighten around my cock. Milking it. Begging it to fill her up.

“Jesus,fuck. You’re squeezing the hell out of me. Keep doing it, Kins. It feels so fucking good.”

She tenses around me again, and with one final thrust, my world feels like it dissolves into a vat of ecstasy.

“Holy fuck! Kins… Shit!”

The muscles in my arms give out, and my body crashes down onto hers. Our chests heaving, we stare into each other's eyes as we try desperately to even out our heart rates. We stay like that for a while, exchanging slow, soft kisses before I’m finally able to roll off of her.

The second I get myself situated the correct way in bed, she latches herself to my side. The same way she does every night.

“Holy shit, Draven. That was…”

When she can’t find the words she’s looking for, I fill in the blanks.

“That was some next-level shit.”

“Absofuckinglutely.”

Hearing her sleepy tone, I know she’s only moments away from passing out in sated bliss. Just as I feel myself begin to fade, Kins’s sweet voice meets my ears again, and my eyes land on her peaceful face.

She only has enough strength to utter one word before she drifts off.

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