Page 34 of Redemption

He smirks as he leans over the side of the bed, his face inches from mine. “You are just going to have to find out.” The knife I threw at him appears in his hand. “First order of business, you have entirely too many clothes on.”

I bite the side of my cheek as he presses the dull side of the knife against my chest. Then twists it and cuts the fabric between my breasts. “Such beautiful olive skin. You shouldn’t cover it up.” The knife slides down my stomach as it rips apart the lingerie. I hold my breath when it reaches just above my slit. I look into his eyes and see the mysterious man I fell for over ten years ago. The side of his mouth curls into a smile as he watches me watch him, just as he flicks the knife through the lace covering my pussy. The cold edge of the blade against my center making me shiver.

“You better buy me new lingerie,” I huff.

“We’ll see,” he mutters, tossing the knife to the side then dragging his hands up my body. “Much better.” His rough fingers glide up my arms before twisting around the sash on my wrists. He pulls it backward, pulling me over the edge of the bed, my wrists almost reaching the floor as my head hangs off the side. “Now that’s even better.”

He brings one of his hands along my jawline before pulling my mouth open. “Now show me what I have been missing from this filthy mouth of yours.”

Before I even have time to take a deep breath, he leans over and shoves his hard cock into my mouth. I gag as gravity pulls it down my throat. Kilian’s hands make their way over my body. Pinching my nipples, grazing my thighs, and teasing my pussy.

He pulls out of my mouth long enough to let me breathe before he plunges back in. This time I’m ready and I welcome his girth into my throat. I hollow out my cheeks as I suck him in, pulling and pulling until his hands are gripping my thighs like a vise.

“Woman, are you trying to swallow my dick?”

I graze my teeth along the underside of his cock, where I remember a thick vein runs. He shudders from the movement as his hands find their way to my slick center.

He brushes a finger through my slit and I moan against his dick. “I see you haven’t forgotten the right way to use that mouth.”

He shifts his hips, causing his cock to go even deeper into my mouth. I start to gag but then I feel his lips graze my core. An aching need shoots through my limbs as I wait for his tongue to dive inside of me. Just when I think I can’t take the teasing anymore, his tongue circles my clit.

“Fuck, Bella, you taste better than I remember.” His lips vibrate against me before he bites on my clit so hard I arch off the bed, screaming his name as best I can when my mouth is wrapped around his cock. He plunges three fingers into me and every single nerve in my entire body ignites in flames. I can’t take the pleasure, it’s been too long and this is by far too much for my body to take. My head falls back farther against the side of the bed, his dick falling from my mouth as I let out the loudest guttural scream I’ve ever had in my entire life.

I feel Kilian chuckling against my core before he pulls his fingers from me and stands up. “Goddamn, woman. Everyone on this island had to of heard you scream.”

He pulls my body up then sits on the bed next to me, untying my wrists. “Do I need to gag you so I can put my dick into this tight pussy?” He slaps my center and I almost come again.

I shrug as I climb onto his lap, straddling him. “I guess you’re just going to have to find out.”

His lips crash to mine and I can taste myself on him. The tanginess of myself mixed with the spiciness of his kiss. He lifts me up and guides his dick to my entrance. “Are you ready for me, Bella?”

I wrap my arms around his neck, my fingers playing with the hair at the nape of his neck. “I’ve waited ten years for you, Kilian. I’m more than ready.”

He grins at me with that boyish smile I fell for right away just as he takes my hips and slams them down on his cock. I bite my lip to hold in my scream. I forgot how big he was, how much he stretches me. I can feel every inch of him pulsing against me.

“Ride me, Bella,” he whispers into my ear.

I don’t hesitate as I start lifting my hips and lowering them, my pace changing from slow to hard with every thrust. His teeth bite hard into my shoulder as I tease him with tiny circles of my hips. I know he is close by the way he quickens the pace, the way his fingernails are leaving crescent moons on my hips.

He growls as he tosses me onto my back. He lifts both my legs to his shoulders as he pounds into me. His feral groans spurring my own need to come again. I let the sensation burn through my limbs and I hold on as long as I can until I explode around him.

“Fucking hell,” he mutters as he slams into me three more times. I feel his hot release inside of me and I groan at the feeling. It’s been far too long since I’ve been with a man but nothing and no one has ever compared to the way Kilian owns my body.

He collapses on top of me, his lips on my neck. “There is something about you, Bella. You do something to me every damn time. And I’ve never had anyone like you in all these years.”

My heart seizes at his words. Disappointment taking over. I know he’s been with women since me. And I am sure he can’t even count how many. I never thought I would see him again but I held on to some false hope that I would. I only slept with one man after him. And I regretted it instantly. Like my body was only ever meant to be with him.

But his comment has me crawling inside myself, letting doubt and fear take over. I never should have done this with him. Never should have let him touch me.

I push him off me and grab my robe from the bed before heading into the bathroom. I splash water on my face and pat it dry.

You can do this, Bella.

Hell, now even I am calling myself that. I wrap my robe around me. I shouldn’t be mad at him. I know he slept with other women. I am the one that left him with no way to contact me. For weeks I hid in my room at the family estate and cried. When I couldn’t take it anymore, when Dante was giving me strange looks, I knew I had to let Kilian go completely.

I brush my hair out and retie it up on my head. I have no claim to him now like I had no claim to him then. We are both free to do what we want. To sleep with who we want. Maybe I should be looking for a man. At least one to provide me with the sexual services I need.

Why is my head even going there? I need to get Kilian out of my room, out of my mind, out of my life.

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