Page 51 of Knot That Difficult

Dev will always,alwayshave me, even if she doesn’t believe me.

I’ll make sure there’s always a roof over her head and food in her stomach, and that she always has a soft, warm place to sleep.

A small smile shows on her face after my reassurance.

“I’m also excited,” she admits. “I think it will go well on Friday.”

“Of course it will,” I assure her. “This is a great thing you’re doing, baby.”

“Are you nervous at all?”

I roll onto my back and sigh, looking up at the ceiling.

“I am,” I admit. “A little. But it’s more for your sake, Dev.”

She mimics my position, then nudges my foot with hers. “Why?”

I swallow.

How much should I tell her?

I don’t want to put my insecurities on her, especially when she’s already wrapped up in her own worries.

But I recall my conversation with my cousin and decide to open up to her.

“I’m a Beta, Dev. There are certain things I can never do for you.” My voice trails off, and I fix my gaze on the ceiling, even though I can feel her looking at me.

“Yeah, but you’re Ben! No one else can ever be Ben.”

I chuckle. “I guess that’s true.”

She swings a leg over mine, then turns to place her head on my chest. “It would be weird if you purred,” she murmurs.

“Yeah?”

“Also, I need you to stay in control during my Heat. If you went all Alpha crazy, I wouldn’t know what to do.”

“I suppose.” I run my hand through her hair, playing with her golden curls. “I keep you from bouncing off the walls, so there’s that.”

“Yup. No one else can ever be Ben. I don’t need Alpha-Ben. I just need you.”

“A pack doesn’t hurt, though,” I remind her.

She yawns. “I know, but you’re just the way I want you. I wouldn’t change anything about you. I mean it.” She nuzzles into my chest, sighing contentedly.

I continue to stroke her hair long after she falls asleep. I don’t bother to get up and turn off the light. I just sink into my thoughts until I drift off to sleep, too.

Friday will be great.

Connor and I already get along; all that’s left is to meet his boyfriend.

What could go wrong?

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ACE

Not to brag,but there are bite marks in the collar of my sweatshirt, courtesy of my boyfriend.

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