The steady hands. The quiet belief. The love that held me up, even when I didn’t know how to stand.
 
 And I think—I’m not ready to leave this.
 
 Not when I’ve finally found home in my husband’s arms.
 
 And then?—
 
 A crash.
 
 A voice.
 
 “LUNA!”
 
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 The smoke hits me before I see the flames.
 
 By the time I round the tractor shed, the barn is half-eclipsed in rising smoke, thick and mean, pouring into the wind.
 
 I run
 
 “Fire!” Tom’s voice cracks across the yard. “The barn! Get water!”
 
 I don’t hear the rest.
 
 Because I see the flames. Smell the fuel-soaked heat.
 
 My body goes ice-cold in that split second before the panic detonates.
 
 My wife said she’d feed the goats this morning.
 
 “LUNA!”
 
 It’s not a shout. It’s a roar. A gut-deep, blood-boilingbellow.
 
 Henry’s shouting. Dad is on the radio. Tom sprints for the water pump. Horses scream in their stalls.
 
 And me?
 
 I’m back in Kandahar.
 
 A blinding flash.
 
 Smoke. Screams. Heat blistering my gear.
 
 The compound burning, my body buried under rubble.
 
 I shake my head.
 
 Not again.
 
 I’m not losing someone in the fire again.
 
 Not someone. Mywife.