But this one was so gentle I wanted to cry when he pulled away.
He pressed his thumb against my bottom lip, took me in once more, and with a groan, pressed another kiss against me.
When he finally pulled back, both of us were breathing hard.
He kept his lips close to mine when I heard him say softly, “Too late.”
* * *
I hummed happilyto a pop song I had heard recently while working on my iPad.
My next project was on a family of bears, and I was having a blast creating all the different expressions on each of them to go with the storyline.
Roman had left forwork, even if he considered work to be different from most people. I was back in my apartment, getting back to my routine and feeling as if a huge weight had been lifted from my chest.
I was happy.
My phone chimed from where I had set it next to me on the sofa, and I reached out for it, looking at the new text message that had just come in.
I could feel my good mood deflating as I read the text from my mom.
My relationship with my parents was still a bit rocky, though better than it had been when I first moved into this apartment.
At least we were communicating now, though not as much since I got back from the cabin.
I didn’t know how to talk to them without feeling like I was betraying them somehow, yet I couldn’t make myself let Roman go.
It was an unnerving thought, to think that there would come a time when my parents would make me choose between them and Roman, and I wouldn’t choose them.
No matter what I said this morning to him, I was just as incapable of letting him go as he was with me.
Perhaps there was something unhealthy about our relationship.
I couldn’t bring myself to care at this point.
But I couldn’t ignore my parents now, especially when Mom just invited me to their house for an early dinner.
It had been so long since I stepped foot into my childhood home, the thought of it almost felt foreign.
I knew if I refused, she might come here, and the last thing I needed was for her to show up unexpectedly and come face-to-face with Roman.
I shuddered at the thought of my high society mom meeting the VP of the King’s Men MC.
I texted my mom back and slowly went to my room to make myself presentable enough to be Bennett and Vivian Hudson’s society daughter once again.
* * *
There wasa sort of heaviness in my stomach that seemed to only become more pronounced the more miles I ate up, until I found myself parked in front of my parents’ estate.
Over 8,000 square feet, with seven bedrooms, two home offices, a home gym, and seven and a half bathrooms, it was much too big for three people to live in.
I imagined it was even more so now that it was only two of them.
My parents didn’t share a bedroom.
They hadn’t since I was fourteen—or at least, I thought it was fourteen. I didn’t know exactly when they stopped sleeping in the same room, but I discovered it at fourteen, and even then, it had struck me as odd.
Now, I couldn’t imagine sleeping apart from Roman.