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Gabriel stoodin front of the makeshift altar in the huge backyard of his house—my house, too—that had been transformed into a fairy tale.
I stood behind a movable wall made of white daisies and red roses, getting ready for my cue to walk out there.
I ran my hands down the expensive, white silk ball gown. The bottom of it flared down, with ombré glitter catching the sunlight.
I also had on a tiara full of diamonds that was probably now the most expensive thing I owned. The veil flowed to the small of my back and covered most of my hair.
I felt and looked like a princess.
I had never felt or looked like a princess before.
Inside, though, I was a nervous wreck.
Chloe caught my eye then, nodding to confirm it was time for me to make my appearance.
I took a deep breath and moved out from behind the wall.
A man in the far corner played the piano, the notes coming from the speaker.
I only saw a handful of faces I actually knew.
The rest were people who’d come because they wanted to impress my husband.
They didn’t care about me.
I doubted they even cared about him, but they were all here, and it all felt like such a spectacle. I wished I had fought Gabriel more and insisted we eloped.
It was too late now.
I sneaked a glance around, trying to find another familiar face—or, at least, something I could hold on to and get my bearings. I could feel my breath coming in and out of me in harsh pants. My vision was starting to blur and I thought I might pass out and… and…
My eyes connected with Gabriel’s.
He looked like he was moments away from leaving his spot and rushing over to me.
I drew another deep breath and took another step toward him.
He calmed down a bit when it seemed like I wasn’t about to have a panic attack.
I quickened my steps.
His shoulders relaxed.
He mouthed something to me, something I didn’t get, but I didn’t care.
All the faces of strangers faded into the background as he focused his dark eyes on me.
A few more steps, and I would be halfway there.
I didn’t dare look away.
I didn’t want to see anything or anyone.
My hands tightened around the bouquet of white daisies and red roses.
One… two… three steps, and then I was at the altar.