I turned around and twisted my arms around his neck, pulling him in closer to me. I cupped his face, closing my eyes and trying to imagine Mael’s features.
He pushed himself up on his hands, leaning over me slightly.
“What are you looking for, baby?” he asked me softly.
I didn’t answer him. Instead, I moved my fingers over his nose, taking in the strong bridge, and up to his eyebrows, taking in the soft hair there. I paused when I got to his temple before pulling my hands away and pressing them up to his strong chest.
I shook my head and tried to take my hands back. He stopped me, gathering my wrists in one hand and holding them up above my head.
“I—”
He kissed me before I could say anything.
I really tried not to give in to the kiss. But his taste, the solid feel of him pressed up against me, the way his lips moved and caused waves upon waves of pleasure to wash over me…
What was happening?
How could he so easily play with my body like this?
I kissed him back.
I kissed him like I kissed Mael, pulling him in closer to me and wanting to crawl into his skin.
I wanted everything from him.
I wanted the truth, and I wanted the beautiful lie.
I wanted him to tell me everything was going to be okay.
“Everything is going to be okay,” he said, his words settling over my skin lightly. I hadn’t realized I had spoken the request out loud until he said it.
“Promise?” I asked.
“I promise,” he said fiercely, going back to kissing me as if I was the lifeline and he was a man drowning in the vast sea.
His other hand moved down and played with my pussy, his fingers strumming along the sensitive flesh and drawing out all my inhibition.
My back bowed, and I moved in closer, trying to get more of his touch. All the while, the hand holding my wrists captive never moved.
There was just something about being like this, being under his mercy…
I shook my head.
My thoughts quickly evaporated when I felt two thick fingers push inside me.
“God, you’re so tight. Look at how you are clenching down on my fingers like the good girl you are.”
I closed my eyes and took in his words. His praise shouldn’t affect me like this, but it did. It fucking did.
My muscles shook when his fingers curled inside me, finding that oneperfectspot that was everything. Wetness gushed out of me as he doubled his effort, pushing against me harder and faster.
I gasped, unable to do anything other than lie there and take it.
I twisted my body left and right when it suddenly became too much.
“Please. I’m?—”
My body convulsed as the pleasure took over.