It’sdark when I creep out of bed. The only light in the room comes from the flickering television, and for a moment, I think he’s asleep.
But then he turns and looks at me.
No words are exchanged.
None are needed.
I walk toward him, my pulse thumping. Nerves jangle as I stop in front of him, my bare knees brushing against his sweat pants.
God help me, I’m a mess.I want it to be as real as possible.
I swallow hard. He looks up at me, his eyes hooded, his mouth slick like he’d just licked his lips before I appeared.Iwant to lick his lips.
I want to crawl into his lap and seduce him. A forbidden, off-limits fuck in the middle of the night. Turn the big, bad cop into a rutting, fucking machine for my pleasure.
It’s hard to read his expression in the dim light. Dark eyes, hard jaw. Impenetrable. Maybe this is a bad idea.
I step back, and that’s when he strikes, his arm whipping out to grab me by the wrist. “What are you doing out of bed?”
A gruff, hard question.
It makes me wet between the legs. Slick and hot and bothered.
So bothered.
I wrestle against his hold. “I wanted some water.”
“No water in here.”
“Stop,” I whisper. A test.
His eyes narrow in on my face. I lick my lips.
You mean like a safe word?
Maybe more of a safe question. A double-check that you’re in.
“I don’t think you want me to stop, do you?” He growls the words. Identical to when we practiced them, a secret code offering me the chance to unlock depravity.
I’m shaking, and it’s not from fear. I give him my practiced response. “You don’t know what I want.”
I’m yanked into his lap so fast I don’t see it coming. His free hand shoves up underneath my loose t-shirt, his shirt, which he gave me before I went to bed.
To wear for this moment.
He palms my ass roughly. “No?” He laughs in my ear. “Pretty wet for a scared little kitten. Pretty fucking soaked for someone who claims she doesn’t want me to roughly shove my fingers up her tight, hot little cunt.”
She’s got a hot little cunt.I freeze.
Instantly, Luke releases me, his grip going from punishing to protective in a split second, his hands loose on my hips. “Yellow? Red?”
I can’t answer.
“Red. It’s okay,” he whispers. “Sorry.”
“No.” I swallow, my mouth painfully dry. “No. It’s… Yeah, okay. I’m fine. Probably a yellow, really. I just…”
He tugs me in against his body and pushes up, standing in a fluid motion. “Come on into the kitchen.”