“You’re doing fine.”
I glance up at him. “You’re still inside me.”
He raises an eyebrow. “You’re welcome.”
Still: it’s not solved. Not even close. I’ve got three other bonds still settling, a government agency likely compiling a file on my every exhale, and an alpha literally embedded in my body like a smug biological USB drive.
“You know I didn’t ask for this, right?” I say, my voice low.
“No,” he says. “But you didn’tnotwant it either.”
“I never wanted a pack,” I admit. “But… maybe that’s because I never knew it was something Icouldwant.”
“Right,” he breathes. “I thought it was bullshit, too.”
“I never wanted an Alpha, either. Not until I found the right one.”
His eyes flick to mine.
“And?”
I don’t blink. “I might have found them.”
The silence returns. Not cold this time, just… tentative. Like neither of us knows the next move.
I shift again, a little awkward with the knot still pulsing inside me.
“God- is this seriously going to last an hour?”
“If you keep talking,” he says flatly, “yes.”
I roll my eyes. “Charming.”
And for a flicker of a second - something like amusement ripples between us.
Wry. Dry.
Maybe even fond.
“You feel it too, don’t you?” I murmur. “The bond?”
He doesn’t speak, but it hums between us anyway.
Yes.
I close my eyes.
For now, it’s enough. Not easy. Not settled. Not perfect.
But enough.
*
I wake up feeling like I’ve been hit by a very large, very determined truck. Possibly driven by a smug alpha.
Or four.
Everything aches. My thighs, my hips, my lower back - my soul feels like it did squats it wasn't emotionally prepared for. Even my eyebrows hurt. I don’t know how that’s anatomically possible, but here we are.