Instantly soaked. Disgustingly, humiliatingly ready.
I grind the heel of my palm against my clit and bite my own arm to keep from moaning loud enough to summon a wellness check. My brain is foggy, my thighs are trembling, and I’m pretty sure if I saw a priest right now, I’d spontaneously combust.
I hate this. This helplessness, thisneed.
But my body doesn’t care. It’s ready, waiting, practically begging at this point.
Flipping onto my back like a frustrated rotisserie chicken, I yank my underwear to the side with trembling fingers. The air hits me, and I gasp like a woman possessed.
Which… I am.
By horniness.
I circle my clit once, then twice. My hips roll up, desperate and instinctual, and I push my fingers in. Then more.
Still not enough.
Still just me, chasing an orgasm like it owes me money.
I slam my head back against the mattress, panting as I hunt down some scrap of relief, some moment of control.
The pressure builds fast - high, sharp,almostpainful.I squeeze my thighs tighter, grind my hips harder. My hair sticks to my face, my chest heaving.
My head rolls back as I continue to fuck myself harder and faster, thighs cramping, hips jerking.
The orgasm hits -
And then promptly ghosts me.
Slips away like a forty-year old man named Brad who's heavily reliant on dating apps, but isn't sure whether he's ready for a relationship.
I let out a furious sob and slam my hand into the mattress.
I feel like a one-woman rage band. I’m shaking, soaked, and soemptyI could sue someone about it.
“Fuck,” I hiss, voice breaking. “Fuck this.”
I glance at the pillow.
Oh no.
I glance again.
Ohyes.
I grab it like it just called me pretty and straddle it with zero shame left in my soul.
The moment I grind down, I see god. Or maybe just stars.
Whatever. It helps.
It’s soft, but just rough enough. I start rocking like a woman possessed, slick soaking into the cotton.
This poor pillow has been drafted into service it never signed up for.
And oh,fuck-
It feelsbetter.