Page 58 of Shift Change

That made me laugh. “The fuck, Holky? You moan like a man-slut and then roar like a lion when you come.”

“Screw you, Dog. You grunt with every stroke and howl like a wolf when you come.”

“Why don’t we cuddle like we always do? Nana sets her alarm for five every morning, and when you and I wake up, I’d like to…” My chest fluttered the same way it did whenever I was about to say something that mattered. “I’ve been thinking about us a lot, what’s happening between us. I want to suck your dick.”

His eyes widened, and he blinked, clearly trying to process what I’d said. “You mean that?”

“Yeah.” My cheeks grew hot, but I held his gaze. “I want to make you feel good.”

“But you’ve never given a blow job before.”

“Right, but I’ve had it done to me plenty of times, so I know how good it feels. This isn’t the first time I’ve thought about it, and I’m not expecting anything in return. I want to suck you because it’s you… and because we’re us.”

“You’re sure about this?”

“I’m sure I want to try, and if I don’t like it, fine. But if I do, you’ll get a lot of them.”

His gaze sharpened. “You don’t have to do anything to prove you care about me. I already know that.”

“I get it. I want to suck you off toshowhow much I care about you, not prove it.”

His eyes glistened, and he leaned his forehead against mine. “Okay. But promise you’ll tell me if it’s too much or doesn’t feel right.”

“I promise. This isn’t only about sex, Nate. It’s about trust.”

He let out a slow, shaky breath. “Then yeah. I mean, I’ve never been a guy who turns down blow jobs, but it’s always been for fun. It’ll be different with you. I want to experience it together.” He paused, throat working. “I’ve been thinking about it too, and I’d like to suck you, if that’s okay.”

“I told you I’m not expecting anything in return.”

“Babe,” he said with a soft smile, “do I need to quote your whole speech right back to you?”

I shook my head. “You don’t even know how much I’d like to get head from you. Same deal? Tell me if it’s too much or you’re not into it? No pressure either way.”

“Same deal. Everything you said, right back at you.”

I was so fucking tempted to say we should go for it then, but waiting would be more considerate of Nana, and it would make things even more special. “Hell yeah, you can blow me anytime you want.”

“All right, then. To new experiences with my babe.”

We shared another kiss—andboy,what a great kiss it was. I hoped I could make it through the night without giving in to temptation.

18

holky

My eyes flew open,and I felt like a jet engine had ignited inside me, creating an incandescent burn that blazed hotter with every passing second. Chuck was on top of me, all heat and muscle, and even if I hadn’t recognized his scent, I’d have known it was him by the way his body fit against mine. He was pressing slow kisses to my throat, warm and a little wet, each one making my heart drum faster.

His cock was digging into my leg, and when he moved, he smeared precum on my thigh. I was hard as iron too. His leg had trapped my cock between us, and I was throbbing in the tight space. After a moment, I freed my right arm and wound my fingers through his hair. “You started without me.”

“Fuck yeah.” He shifted so he could look at me. Sweat slicked his skin, his eyes burned with heat, and his hair was a glorious mess. I’d never seen anyone more beautiful.

“Should’ve woken me,” I said.

“Just did. I would’ve had your dick in my mouth already, but that wouldn’t be right.”

Between hard breaths, I said, “The hell it wouldn’t be. I hereby consent to you sucking my dick anywhere and anytime, even if I’m asleep.”

He squinted. “Does that work?”

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