“Ready, sweets?” I tried for casual but heard the wobble in my voice.
“Just a sec.” He squeezed out a little more and smeared it over his hole. “Insurance,” he said. “Need all the lube I can get if I’m going to takeyou.”
I crawled between his legs, and then promptly failed the first step. I tried to line up, and… nope. Assholes were lower than vaginas. Way lower, apparently. I pulled back a little. “Uh… can you slide down on the pillow?”
He did. Still no good.
The burn of full-body embarrassment merged with the fire of lust. “Sorry, sweets.” My voice cracked when I asked, “You sure this will work?”
He looked at me, face tight with frustration, and snorted.Loudly.
“The fuck?” I asked, flustered and way too sweaty. I ran a hand through my hair, which was already sticking to my forehead.
“Easy, babe.” He bit his lip, trying to stop the laugh. “I forgot something. I think I’m supposed to do this.”
He raised his legs and hooked his hands behind his knees, lifting everything into view. His asshole, now front and center, looked much more accessible.
I let out a shaky laugh. “This looks right. Feels more normal with your legs up like that too.”
A sheen of sweat clung to his forehead and upper lip, catching the soft light. His breathing was fast and uneven, and his expression flickered between hesitation and heat. “Please? I need you, babe.”
I leaned forward, finally able to press the tip of my cock to his entrance. Electricity sparked through me. I looked into his eyes as I slid my hands over his like I needed to anchor us both. My entire body shook, not merely from nerves, but from everything: the need, the awe, the weight of what we were doing.My Nate.I was about to be inside him, and I’d never wanted anything more. “Okay, sweets?”
“Fuck yes.”
“Don’t let me hurt you.”
He nodded.
I pushed and immediately hit a solid wall of resistance. He’d opened easily around my fingers, but now it was all tight muscle, unyielding and hot, and I froze.
He took a long, shaky breath and exhaled, sending the damp hair on my forehead fluttering. “Try again,” he whispered.
This time, I didn’t shove but leaned in and held steady pressure. His rim twitched—fighting, finally giving—and I slipped inside.
Holy fucking hell.
I barely registered his sharp cry. All I could feel was heat. Slick, burning heat wrapped so tightly around my cock it was like his body had been built for me. It was almost too much. I didn’t see how I could move, couldn’t imagine lasting more than a few seconds in that kind of grip. My head dropped as sweat dripped from my brow onto his chest.
His eyes were squeezed shut, and his breaths came hard and ragged. I remained frozen, afraid of hurting him, in agony because I couldn’t thrust, and completely overwhelmed by what it felt like to be inside him.
Slowly, he opened his eyes and wiggled his hips, like he wasn’t sure if he was trying to escape or pull me deeper. Then he whispered, raw and desperate, “Push. I want all of you.”
I obeyed, inching forward, and we both cried out when I sank all the way in.
Another choked sound escaped him as his legs locked around my waist. His hands slid up my back, clutching hard. I braced my elbows on either side of him and met his eyes.We’re doing this and it’s no dream this time.
“Already feeling better,” he said. “I love you, Chuck.”
“Love you too.” I couldn’t have kept my lips away from his if my life had depended on it, and I lost myself in another kiss. Dizzy with pleasure, I felt warm and safe in his arms, and my dick was in heaven.
So this is what it feels like to fuck somebody you love.
25
holky
My ass couldn’t have stretchedanother millimeter. The raw burn clawed through me, making it hard to breathe. I’d known Chuck was big—I’d seen him,felthim—but knowing and taking were two different things. The flash of pain when he first breached me was sharp enough to knock my brain sideways. For a second, I almost begged him to stop, to pull out and give me time.