Page 36 of Dark Alleys

“It is. You didn’t even give me a sandwich.”

“I mean I didn’t want anything from you. I had no ulterior motive.”

“I’m saying you did. And I know what comes next. It’s always the same pattern.”

“I don’t know what you’re talking about.”

“The next time you ask me over, you ease into it a bit more and drop a few hints about what you really want—the trouble you’re in—or how much money you need me to loan you—whatever. Doesn’t matter. What I’m saying is, you didn’t invite me over…just for me. That’s why I refused to come to your place last night.”

“You’re nuts. You know that?”

“I don’t think so.”

“You’ve never had a great relationship, have you? I can tell.”

“Apparently you can’t tell. I have had a good one.”

“Okay. Maybe I couldn’t. You’re hard to read. Tell me why you’re not with that person right now.”

“Can’t be there right now.”

“But you would if it were possible?”

“Can’t.”

“You’re not giving me straight answers.”

“Classified.”

Regan laughed. “That’s a joke.”

“Nope. Not kidding even a little bit. I’ve got to go now and I’m asking you nicely to get out of my truck.”

“This conversation isn’t over.”

“It’s over.”

I put the truck in reverse and started backing up.

“Lukas, stop,” Regan hollered. “You’re going to hit my car.”

“I hope so. Run and get in your fuckin’ car and get it out of my way before I shove the goddamned thing out of my way.”

I put the brakes on so she could get out.

“You’re certifiable, Lukas.” Regan screamed at me as she jumped out and ran to get into her car before I rammed it.

I laughed as she backed into the street without looking and an oncoming truck nearly hit her.

Brakes squealed and I heard Regan scream.

Better keep your distance girl. I’m nobody’s puppet.

Riverside District. Austin.

Completely wiped when I got back to my place. Arm throbbing and a vile headache. Searched for my meds and gulped two little white pills down with a swig of water.

So fuckin’ tired from moving Cindy and the stress of fighting with Regan, my mood was as foul as a wounded grizzly. I flopped face down on my unmade bed and zoned out.

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