“What are you going to do?” I whisper.
Xander squeezes my ass. “You’ll find out.”
Oh god.I think I already know the answer.
Lucas pulls off my shirt while Xander slides my leggings and panties down to my ankles. After I step out of them, he bends me forward and lets out a low, quiet groan.
“Come look at this,” Xander says, and Lucas steps behind me.
I squirm uncomfortably, knowing they’re both staring at the butt plug Xander put inside me earlier.
Lucas palms my ass. “We’re gonna have so much fun with her, aren’t we?”
“Fuck,” Xander mutters. “Sit down. Let’s get this started.”
Lucas sprawls out on the couch, and even clothed, heat spreads through my body at how hot he looks. Confident, eager, and with a spark of mischief in his eyes.
With his hands on my waist, Xander guides me toward the couch. “Lie across his lap. Yeah, that’s it. You look so pretty sprawled out like this. Our perfect little doll.”
My face hits the couch cushions as I let myself relax. My hips dig into Lucas’s thigh, but he’s too fixated on my ass to notice. He massages it before pulling on the butt plug with just enough force to make my asshole stretch around it again. Before it comes out all the way, he slides it back in. I gasp at the sensation, and when he does it again, I try to grab his hands to stop him.
“Ah ah, little fawn. I don’t think so.” He takes both of my wrists and pins them to my back with a single hand. “Now spread your legs.”
With a whimper, I do, and I feel Xander climb in between them. Lucas keeps playing with the butt plug, slowly stretching me out before letting it slip back inside me.
“Deep breaths,” Xander tells me. “You’ve gotta let yourself relax.”
“How?!” I try to look at him over my shoulder. “I have no idea what unhinged shit you’re gonna do to me!”
Xander strokes a hand down my thigh. “Just because this is a punishment doesn’t mean your boundaries don’t apply. You can still call your safeword.”
“I know.”
It doesn’t hit me that I really do know that until I say it out loud. Two months ago, I wouldn’t have, but so much has changed. They’ve softened toward me, and they’ve proved that they truly do care about me.
I don’t think they ever stopped.
“We may treat you like a cheap whore, and we may use your body until you’re nothing but a broken pile on the floor, but we’ll always protect you. From anyone who wants to hurt you, from ourselves, from yourself.” Lucas twists the butt plug inside me, further driving his point home. “Always, Haven.”
“I—I know.”
“And we’ll always take care of you after we ruin you,” Xander says softly.
“Xan. I know.”
“Doesn’t mean you didn’t need the reminder.” He leans forward and leaves a trail of kisses down my spine. “Look how relaxed you are now.”
Oh.
“Think she’s ready now?” Lucas asks.
Xander laughs, the gentle kindness from a moment ago forgotten. “Doesn’t matter if she is. Take it out.”
I gasp when Lucas eases the butt plug all the way out of me. The sound of a cap opening reaches my ears, and then cold liquid falls onto my ass.
More lube,I realize.
“Take a deep breath, doll,” Xander says.