I wake up the next morning with an unbearable weight pressing on my chest.
Not a physical one, no, this is the kind that lingers in your thoughts, a heavy knot of anxiety that refuses to untangle itself.
My business is on the verge of collapse.
I’ve just agreed to fake-date Valentino Marchetti.
And worst of all, I’ve kept secrets from him. Life-changing secrets.
I roll onto my side, staring blankly at the ceiling.
When I left Valentino three years ago, I had no idea what the future would bring me.
By the time I found out I was pregnant, all I could think about was that night and what I had heard. What made me leave. Which was the same thing that kept me from going to him.
That and the fact that I could never fit into his world.
So, from that day forward, that baby growing inside me was mine alone, and it was us two against the world.
I stopped thinking about love, stopped thinking about myself, and started living for him.
Every choice I’ve made since I found out I was having Vincent has been for his happiness and security.
But now… Valentino is back. And whether I like it or not, I have to face him.
A small noise crackles through the baby monitor.
I glance at the screen, instantly softening when I see Vincent still asleep, his tiny chest rising and falling in a peaceful rhythm. He has been cranky lately. Tired. Not really feverish, but like something is not quite right with him.
Maybe he is coming down with the flu.
God, I would do anything to protect him.
Even if it means keeping him a secret from his own father.
My phone buzzes on the nightstand.
I snatch it up, heart pounding when I see William’s name flashing on the screen.
I answer it and grip the phone tightly. “Any news?”
William exhales heavily. “Nothing good, I’m afraid. I tried with multiple banks, but every single one rejected the request. I even reached out to a few private lenders, but it’s just not looking good.”
A lump forms in my throat.
“There’s no other way? No exceptions?”
“I’m sorry. Your debt-to-income ratio is too high. Without collateral, there’s no lender willing to take the risk.”
I shut my eyes, frustration bubbling inside me. “Well… thanks for trying.”
“I’ll keep looking. But for now, I’d suggest preparing for the worst.”
I hang up before he can say anything else, tossing my phone onto the bed.
The worst.
My entire life is already crumbling, how much worse could it possibly get?